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Dusty, I am a high school student who competes in forensics speaking. Could I have your permission to use some of you poetry for a selection on the Vietnam conflict I am preparing for competion for the 2000-2001 season. Credit will be given.
Jennifer Burns <REDBURNS@AOL.COM>
Bowling Green, KY USA - Friday, June 30, 2000 at 21:03:54 (CDT)
Don't have much to say. Was there too on a destroyer. DESRON 23, USS Myles C. Fox DD829 gunfire support 66-67. Our call sign was "HAWKEYE" our spotter was "26 Charlie". Thank You for what you did for all of US.
Mike Steck <msteck@micoks.net>
Overland Park, KS USA - Thursday, June 29, 2000 at 14:03:04 (CDT)
DUSTY ] AS A DOUBLE AMPUTEE OF THE NAM (69-71) SIMPLY A HEART FELT THANKYOU AND GODBLESS DAVID
DAVID RENNI <BFRDMR@AOL.COM >
ABINGDON, VA USA - Tuesday, June 27, 2000 at 19:57:36 (CDT)
Dusty, Recieved my copy of "Battle Dressings". It was great to see your work in one format. "Battle Dressings" is a very well done chapbook. Excellent cover and title. I think what sets it apart it is does seem to tell a story. The work is placed very effectively to take you from Ozzie & Harriet to VN,then back to this state of limbo called the rest of our life. Congradulations on a great piece of history/literature. Hoss
Edward C. Whitmarsh <ewhitmarsh@hdnet.k12.mo.us>
Aurora,, MO USA - Monday, June 26, 2000 at 13:05:31 (CDT)
I am a student, currently working on a paper about the effects of Vietnam on the American people. I was led to this site from a Vietnam database and it is now on my bookmark list. Dusty, thank you for your poetry and for sharing your experiences and memories. I wish to thank you and those like you, on behalf of a generation who are too young to remember the War. I also wish to apologise for the behavior of my parent's gneration towards Vietnam Vets. I like to believe that I would have done differently. My parents have raised me to seperate the warriors from the war and to treat Viet Vets as the patriots they are. Therefore I would like to thank you for serving your country and her sons who served in Vietnam.
Aspen
USA - Thursday, June 22, 2000 at 15:06:12 (CDT)
Just another visitor. Just another American too young to remember any of it. Just another kid who was raised by people who fought it Over there and over here. Just another visitor who will never, never understand And who isn't fully sure she wants to try. just another student of teachers who have no answers. Just another person who is ashamed of the way her parent's generation Treated their veterans. Just another smart-mouthed kid who believes she would have done different But who knows in her heart that she might have done the same. Just another visitor Who is grateful for what you did And grateful for your poems And grateful for everyone who served with you. Just another Visitor who is trying To express what words can't say. Thank you for your poems, Dusty. Love, Just Another Visitor
Just Another Visitor
USA - Thursday, June 22, 2000 at 14:21:40 (CDT)
looking for anyone in the 299 D-co at dak-to 68-69
pete kyer <wutuphome@aol>
avon, ma USA - Wednesday, June 21, 2000 at 01:22:40 (CDT)
I stumbled in here, and am so grateful for the experience. I will place a link to Dusty's Home Page, on my home page, until I am told to remove it.
David Bobenhausen <mrmagoo@flashcom.net>
Cartersville, GGA USA - Sunday, June 18, 2000 at 09:33:09 (CDT)
I am writing to ask your permission for one time use of your poem "Hello David" in my newsletter - Weaving Small Wisdoms - with copyright and author credit and a link to your web site. You can view past issues of the newsletter at: http://pages.ivillage.com/misc/wisehearts/WSW.html I look forward to hearing from you. Terri McPherson WiseHearts... Weaving Small Wisdoms Through The Fabric Of Life http://www.mnsi.net/~tmcphers/index.htm
WiseHearts... Weaving Small Wisdoms Through The Fabric Of Life <tmcphers@mnsi.net>
Windsor, ON Canada - Tuesday, June 13, 2000 at 20:32:37 (CDT)
I too was in the medical field. I served at the 95th Evac in DaNang May 69 - May 70. Since I left I have isolated myself from everything having to do with Vietnam until recently. Now that I am faced with my own mortality, that is probably a result of my time over there. I have uncureable lymphoma in my bone marrow, hepatitis-c also uncurable and for me untreatable. I don't need crackers with my wine. I have never stopped thinking about all ov my brothers and sisters that I left behind. If I am still able next year I am going to the 95th Evac Reunion in New Orleans. God Bless You All Thank You For Serving God and Country John
John R. Cathcart <halfdz@aol.com>
Owasso, OK USA - Tuesday, June 13, 2000 at 09:32:47 (CDT)
Hello Dusty,and welcome home. Just visiting your outstanding web site. I read your P.T.S.D. page and it really hit home. I to am afflicted with the beast, never would admit it untill about three years back,always knew I was screwed, just never knew why untill I was forced to seek help, maby a little too late though after thirty years of trying to keep the beast caged inside and not letting anyone know except for when he would excape for the world to see.Each day as I do battle with the animal, I grow weaker, he grows stronger. Well enough on that,I was just sitting wondering what hosp. you were on duty at. During Tet, Jan 1968 I was on a night ambush patrol, made contact and caught 4 rounds from automatic wepons fire, was dusted off to Lai Khe first med then to Bien Hoa or Long Binh I don't remember which for surgey then on to Cam Rahn Bay for convelesence.After that, back to the bush for another 7 months of monsoon rains.....Well Dusty back to the real reason I came here to say thanks for the fantastic web site and keep up the good work and good luck with the beast.....your friend and brother Sgt. Robert McNairy...1 Div.2/28 Inf. Co B....Lai Khe Viet Nam.
Sgt. Robert McNairy <wildebeest@adelphia.net>
Delray bch., Fl USA - Tuesday, June 13, 2000 at 09:29:24 (CDT)
ved by your gentle touch. may god bless you and all nurses. welcome home.
leon w. bowlin
tulsa, ok USA - Monday, June 12, 2000 at 13:50:35 (CDT)
Thank You !! I was a grunt with the 1st./8th./4th Div. "A", and 1st./27th./25th. Div. "C" " Wolfhounds "...The Hounds brought me home, but you touched something that I forgot was still there, if you know what I mean !Love you Sis...jerry...
Jerry Cummings <jerrydc@yahoo.com>
Mabank, Tx USA - Thursday, June 08, 2000 at 15:55:24 (CDT)
Dusty, I also write poetry about my experiences in Vietnam. THE SNAKE DEN contains some of my poetry / songs. Dusty, thanks for caring.
Loyde P. SNAKE Arender <kaybran@webtv.net>
Monroe, LA USA - Wednesday, June 07, 2000 at 19:37:42 (CDT)
Hi, I read your poetry. I can identify with it. I was a member of The South-African Defense Force and we were in the Angola border war. It was a very brutal and gruesome war. I have so much admiration for your work. It helps people recover. Thank you. Louis Olivier
Louis Olivier <Glycerine@webmail.co.za>
Cape Town, WC South-Africa - Wednesday, June 07, 2000 at 15:26:04 (CDT)
Dusty: I am doing a report on Military nurses. Your information has been very helpful. However I can not find your last name. Could you please EMail me today if possible so I can finish my report that is due tomorrow 6/2/00 by 7:00 am when I leave for school. Thank you.
JEN SEAMAN <NATCHES13>
MILLBROOK, NY USA - Thursday, June 01, 2000 at 15:31:02 (CDT)
i am look for any who 402 trans in veitnam and one who know jame w bennett jr they was in veitnam at the same i was he is my brother . hope someone can help, i was veitnam army at time and he airborn too.
joseph e.bennett sr <jeb1946@hotmail.com>
linden, ia USA - Monday, May 29, 2000 at 13:47:57 (CDT)
One last thing.....I was wondering if anybody knows whether Lynda Van Devanter has a web site and if so would you mind emailing the address. Thanks.
Linda <lindabugrn@email.com>
USA - Monday, May 29, 2000 at 12:21:00 (CDT)
As I sit here and read your prose with tears running down my face I am reminded of my brother's own return from Vietnam. You see, he was one of the lucky ones to return physically unscathed. Physically, I said....mentally he never got over his experience and decided to end his anguish himself. I know "The Wall" lists all those who died in combat but what about all those men and women who lost their souls in that Godforsaken place? I am a nurse, I was too young too serve in Vietnam but have recently read the book "Home Before Morning" by Lynda Van Devanter, a book which I can't get out of my mind. May I just extend my thanks to you and all the other nurses who worked tirelessly for our loved ones. I work in ICU and thought I knew what stress was. I was wrong.
Linda <lindabugrn@email.com>
Tuscaloosa, AL USA - Monday, May 29, 2000 at 12:15:06 (CDT)
after 18 month in contry i think god i didn"t need your help.i"m glad that you were there for the one that needed you and all the other DUSTY's thank you
r. plunk
winnsboro, la, USA - Sunday, May 28, 2000 at 00:07:17 (CDT)
Dusty, I just finished reading your PTSD page. I really do undestand what you have experienced and what you are saying. Our time seems to stand still - lost in a place where souls cannot reconnect. Locked away from life around us,without a life before Viet Nam and reaching for the "golden ring" to bring us home. Somehow, the "golden ring" vanished and we frantically hold on to the merry go round praying we don't slide off into hell. I'm a combat vet with PTSD - PTSD is not just for combat vets. Your battle begin when ours ended. Hold on Dusty, I pray we both make it home.
Bob Hawkins <bhawk889@aol.com>
Pacific, mo USA - Friday, May 26, 2000 at 12:19:29 (CDT)
Dusty, I remember when I had someone to easy my pain and wipe the sweat from my forehead and to change and clean my wounds with fresh bandges. She was an angel in a far off place. She was my sister,mother and girl friend all rolled up in one. But most of all SHE was and is my NURSE. I want to thank you and all women who stood by our sides day and night. I saw your poem titled HELLO DAVID. I was wondering if you would allow to add this poem as well as picture off you for the pages I am building I trying to get it done before MEMORIAL I saw it in the 12th Annual Reunion of the veitnam Veterans of Brevard April 1999. Thank you again angel of hope Rob
Robert Reynolds <Lazyolwolf@webtv.net>
Ocala , Fl USA - Wednesday, May 24, 2000 at 18:30:09 (CDT)

Eileen Albrizio <eileenrain@aol.com>
USA - Tuesday, May 23, 2000 at 09:25:33 (CDT)
Left you a poem the oter day "Zipper Bags" forgot to leave my proper "e" address. ol shakey124@aol.com Also check out poems by Robert Service. "The Twins" "Fleurette" Differnt war, Differnt Poet,same blood and gore.Hope the war and the last "Service" or "dusty".
Richard M. Hufschmid Sr. UFAF Ret. <o lshakey124@aol.com>
Orlando, FL USA - Monday, May 22, 2000 at 09:50:59 (CDT)
Dusty, Thank you and the other nurses that touched out to help us. I was in the Marine Corps in country 1971. I had never been to a hospital in my life scared to death, until a nurse came up and it seemed like God let an Angel come down to soothe the pain and fright. My wound minor I stayed but a short time and I never got back bye to say thank you all for your care and love. I always believe that God does use Angels on earth after that time spent in your care. Sgt. Jake Polvadore USMC
Jake Polvadore <JLPOLCAT>
Wichita Falls, TX USA - Saturday, May 20, 2000 at 16:51:13 (CDT)
Hi Dusty: You have contributed much to express the feelings and emotions of those who served in the Vietnam War. I am a retired Navy CPO and would love to use the letter to David on my personal page..thank you for all you have done..
Frank <gent63_2000@yahoo.com>
Paducah, KY USA - Saturday, May 20, 2000 at 13:51:56 (CDT)
If you were or know someone that was with the Delta 1/5 deployed to Vietnam, please go to www.delta1-5.com or www.vietnamheroes.com Or e-mail me. Thanks. SEMPER FI
Q Madp <q@delta1-5.com>
Portland, OR USA - Friday, May 19, 2000 at 17:48:02 (CDT)
This is a very nice place !
Protector 1uno <spavle@nightmail.com>
Gospic, Li Croatia - Tuesday, May 16, 2000 at 23:34:16 (CDT)
ZIPPER BAGS

IN ZIPPER BAGS, FROM OFF THE PLANE
EACH ONE BEARS A NAME AND TAG 'HUMAN REMAINS'
MEN HIT BY A V.C. ROUND
SOME DIDN'T HEAR A SOUND.
ONE TODAY FROM A CHOPPER FELL,
DEAD JUST THE SAME AS I SAW WELL.
HOME TO A PLACE WE CALL "THE WORLD"
PITY THE POOR MOTHER, WIFE OR GIRL,
ZIPPER BAGS A TERRIBLE SIGHT
I HOPE THE LAST I SEE TONIGHT.
THESE ZIPPER BAGS WHERE FROM QUAN LOI,(sp)
SOME SAD MOTHER JUST LOST HER BOY.
NAM 11 MAR. 70

TSGT RICHARD HUFSCHMID USAF RET <OLSHAKEY>
ORLANDO, FL USA - Thursday, May 11, 2000 at 23:37:21 (CDT)
Dusty I want to thank you for the straight foward talk about the war. You and the other nurse's are the angels that comforted us in that hell hole. You are the one's that are the most deserving of praise. Thank you and welcome home.
Donald C. Melella <armedturkey@hotmail.com>
Junction City, KS USA - Thursday, May 11, 2000 at 15:55:04 (CDT)
THANK YOU AND ALL THE OTHER NURSES THAT HELPED US ALL TO HEAL UP.(93RD.EVAC.HOSPITAL,LONG BINH-FEB.6,67) 9TH INF.DIV.VIETNAM. THANK YOU.
paul alderete <palderete@iopener.net>
san jose, ca USA - Wednesday, May 10, 2000 at 19:50:51 (CDT)
I personally can't even imagine the pain all the Veitnam Vets went through. I was four or five when my brother had to go. I do remember all the letters he wrote and my mom would write back to him. I remember the day my mom said that he finally was coming home. I didn't sleep at all my big brother was coming home. It was such a happy day a our house. But later is was like (Has anyone read the book "Pet Cemetery"? There is a part in the book where a father buries his son in the Pet Cemetery (because it was told if you bury your pet in this cemetery it would come alive again) So he thought he would try to bring his son back to life. (Did I mention his son was in the Veitnam War?) Any way his son came back to life but was never the same as he remembered him. He was just the opposite as before he went to the war.) Well any way thats the way my brother became as the years past. He treats my mother like she is his slave or like dirt. He is very much screwed up. He freaks out alot, He's an alcoholic,He does drug and make life very rough for everyone who knows him. I remember things like holding him all night while he had treable dreams. Thinking Oh my God what the hell did he go through. He never talks about Veitnam very much. Just a few good stories. He said he doesn't want to remember the bad ones. On top of all his torment we think he has some type of disease caused by "agent orange" but the government says no he doesn't. Any way I'm glad there were people like Dusty there for people like my brother God Bless all of you.. Little Sister Karen.
Karen Smalley <hopperoo61@hotmailo.com>
Ubly, MI USA - Wednesday, May 10, 2000 at 14:19:39 (CDT)
25th Inf. Division 1/27th Wolfhounds 66-67 Great to know you - Thank You for Being there
Bob Rice <RChristianvet@aol.com>
Erie, PA USA - Friday, May 05, 2000 at 19:52:01 (CDT)
Hello Dusty, I am a fellow Vietnam Veteran Nurse-Chu Lai, 1970-1971. Your poems reach that sad core of me that I have carried around for 30 years. We did good. We cared. We gave so very much. Thank you for trying to express it for all of us
Paula A. Quindlen <pquindlen@hotmail.com>
Troy, Tx USA - Friday, May 05, 2000 at 07:16:39 (CDT)
Enjoyed your work. Welcome home, I have a real soft spot for The Nurses, makes me wonder if you are one of the ones that treated me so well.
Joe Stone <joehstone@aol.com>
Houston, TX USA - Monday, May 01, 2000 at 11:46:37 (CDT)
This is a very good site, I only stayed a short time, I will be back. U are of the special generation, that is un part the best part of the baby boomers. U and the Greatest generation, have kept this world free,and secure at night. THANK U.
B. Gouveia <sigbde52@aol.com>
Ma USA - Sunday, April 30, 2000 at 15:14:14 (CDT)
Hello Dusty, Thank you for sharing your home page. I am a sister to a brother, who served in Vietman. He has cancer and ptsd. THANK TOU AND ALL VETERANS WHO READ THIS FOR YOUR SERVICE IN THE MILITARY DURING THE 60-70'.You are never forgotten. Paulette Dalrymple
Paulette Dalrymple <johnd@datasync.com>
Lucedale, Ms USA - Saturday, April 29, 2000 at 16:37:58 (CDT)
poems hit home, thanks to you all for being there. enjoyed your care.
Tommy <bamuiba@juno.com>
tx USA - Saturday, April 29, 2000 at 14:04:04 (CDT)
Beautiful.
Matthew <mufashi@email.msn.com>
Kenner, LA USA - Wednesday, April 26, 2000 at 13:49:07 (CDT)
Hello- Your site is wonderful. I loved your poems, they are ver touching within the heart. I am a poet my self. Please check out my site also. I have added some great links to my site, I hope you all have fun. I also have a question. Who wa the creator to first write poetry? I couldn't find that any where. If you do know, or have some idea, please email me. Thank you.~~~~~~~~~ Katy~~~~~~~~~~~
Katy Faulkner <dazy_vette@webtv.net>
Stillwater, OK USA - Tuesday, April 25, 2000 at 00:39:16 (CDT)
Dusty, I am a college student and a novelist. I am currently in the process of writing a novel about the army nurses corp experience in Vietnam. Your page provided a deep and thoughtful insight to how emotional the journey must have been. I would love to talk to you about it. I am trying to make the novel as realistic as possible. I have the deepest respect and admiration for what you did and what you are doing about it now. Thank you. Carrie
Carrie Adams <carebear_4_99@yahoo.com>
Lincoln, NE USA - Sunday, April 23, 2000 at 01:33:33 (CDT)
Dear Ms. Dusty, I am a Senior at Canterbury High School in New Milford,CT. I am taking a course called Literature in Vietnam. We have to do a "senior paper" of our choice concerning the Vietnam War. I have choose the literature in Vietnam by female authors, and I would just like to say that your beautiful and touching words have been my main focus. I had no idea what this war was about. I have seen many sides, and I would just like to thank you.
Alyssa <amichael@cbury.org>
Newtown, CT USA - Saturday, April 22, 2000 at 11:02:54 (CDT)
We are currently researching the vietnam war in our world studies class when we came across your poems we thought they were great. Thanks and keep up the good work.
K Saggers and K Scott <k_saggers@stpatricks.tas.edu.au>
Launceston, Tas Australia - Wednesday, April 19, 2000 at 21:51:29 (CDT)
Great Site! Keep up the good work :) Check out my writing on my site if you have the time. .
Michael <michael@lubys.net>
AH, IL USA - Wednesday, April 19, 2000 at 14:50:59 (CDT)
Dear Dusty: Your poetry hit me so hard that I cannot find the words to express what I am feeling right now! You are such a loving, thoughtful person...thank you so much for letting me read your poems, I hope you keep writing them and I especially hope that you find the happiness you have deserved all of these years! I was with C 1/8th Inf of the 4th Inf Div, I was never wounded physically, but like you have been battling the invisible wounds. Welcome Home, Sister and thank you again for some of the most soul stirring, vivid and honest poetry I have ever read! Sincerely, Bob Poff
Bob Poff <bobpoff@worldfront.com>
Port Townsend, Wa USA - Tuesday, April 18, 2000 at 16:34:05 (CDT)
Last night Frank stood on his porch and held his pistol out and fired at the stars...he fired slow and each shot was like an exhalation of his soul until at the end his soul was as empty as his gun...He stood serene and whole like Buddha--lines and shadows of his face precise and pale in streetlight following the journey of his soul in gunsmoke above the trees...He has holes in him he was not born with...five of them..running boreholes through him taken standing up...one burst up the recoil gradient that augered muscle and bone and lung I was there when his body opened like a suitcase tossed from a train spilling blood and gutheat and imperishability on a mountainside thirty years ago...had a radio on my back I was the link and Frank remembers my words through his paindream frantic variables of words on the tactical net How in hell to I tourniquet this I knelt beside him held two fingers on his throat while Cobra gunships hunted overhead for the men who did this...Sometimes I think he holds me to blame for his living, knows how painless it would have been to die still pink with spirit and youth and not live each night to be afraid to death of dying...Marijuana helps him with the pain and the VA gives him drugs to keep him docile...and drink makes him strong again, Gigantic, and the world is nothing and he can shoot his gun at Heaven from the porch and be content...Someday I fear he will smile thinly at the skies arch when the gun stays up When five bullets fired leaves one and he may take for himself like a pill full of wisdom and quiet in streetlight. --welcome home sister Alan Ryan 2nd Combined Action Group Quang Nam Province
Alan Ryan <AlanRyan@clearchannel.com>
Tampa, USA - Tuesday, April 18, 2000 at 11:06:46 (CDT)
I had a few of you "Dusty's" very efficiently take care of me. Thank you.
Sonny Gratzer <bandit6@sonnygratzer.com>
Missoula, MT USA - Monday, April 17, 2000 at 19:12:19 (CDT)
Marines corps 1969-1971, welcome home sisters. I have a Vietnam Veterans Colorguard Association in broward county also a banner 8ft by 4 ft that reads Vietnam Nurses we will never forget you and always honor you, we love you
Michael butler <mrkkk@bellsouth.net>
deerfield beach, fl USA - Friday, April 14, 2000 at 22:29:44 (CDT)
EXCELLENT! ENJOYED YOUR POETRY. USMC VIETNAM 67-68
BILL LYON <CATMANL@AOL.COM>
NORTHFIELD, VT USA - Thursday, April 13, 2000 at 21:38:39 (CDT)
Dusty... I read your site and It took a while but I am glad I took the time. I was with the 25th Inf. Div out of Cu Chi but my company was assigned to I corp in support of the 101st Airborne Div. I was a Tank commander C-2/34th Armor. On May 9,1969 I recieved a serious head wound while on Operations in the A-Shau Valley. I was E-Vac to a hospital and I remember the first face I seen was a nurse.After I was stable I was sent to Hospital Ship Repose and underwent surgery. I think we both know I wouldn't be here if it were not for the Dusty's of the war. I can only say THANK YOU. Someday I hope I will be called upon to step up to the plate for you. I will gladly be the first in line. I suffer from PTSD also.The VA says its Chronic and Severe. I guess every one suffers from it in one way or other. Thank You and Welcome Home.......... Jinks
Jinks <x25thinf@aol.com>
Ontario, Ca USA - Saturday, April 08, 2000 at 04:54:06 (CDT)
Please assist in any infomation concerning Korean Hospitals in Qui Nhon Vn, TET 1968, I am assisting a veteran that was in Qui Nhon during month of FEB 68, he is trying to claim against the V.A. for pension. Do you have any info on civilian and military casualties during thos period? if so info would help. I know there was a Vn Province Hospital, 2 US Military hospitals and an ARVN hospital, do you know of any more? are you aware of any military or civilians being killed by friendly fire during this time? when I was in Qui Nhon in 1971 with MACV at Phu Cat I heard about Korean killing some Vn civilians in Qui Nhon, EI "bar girld"/ thank you for your assistance in this matter. Reguards Brian.
Nhung Day <trinhsat@bigpond.com>
Toowoomba, QLD AUSTRALIA - Thursday, April 06, 2000 at 00:54:26 (CDT)
Let all the female Dusty's Unite
Dusty <Ia6028@aol.com>
Manhattan, KS USA - Wednesday, April 05, 2000 at 22:53:16 (CDT)
I am doing a poetry assignment for school and I needed to see examples of poetry. Thanks
LeanneNicoleBurton <guy_trouble@hotmail.com>
Abbotsford, BC Canada - Wednesday, April 05, 2000 at 14:01:12 (CDT)
Your site is outstanding, and so are you!
Sonny Gratzer <bandit6@uswest.net>
Missoula, mt USA - Monday, April 03, 2000 at 23:08:25 (CDT)
Hello Dusty, Near the middle of my "tour", I was a 24 day guest at the 93rd Evac in Long Binh (Nov 1969. I was nineteen years old. Before I arrived there, I didn't know that American women were serving in-country. I found out that night I was medivaced in. I was there long enough however to see these wonderful, beautiful American women handle there jobs professionally and deal with all the petty bullshit. Every night I revisit that time. During the daytime when I think of those times, my eyes well up and I have to hide somewhere and calm down. These nurses, and doctors saved my life. When I was able enough, they got me up and had me do abit of nursing myself. When it was time to go back to my unit, I tried to thank everyone. They were too busy. God, I've never met finer people in my life. I've read your website. Cried for you and me and the rest of us. I'm fifty now. Still trying to get home.
Paul Joseph Ryan <paul.ryan@gateway.net>
Tulsa, OK USA - Saturday, April 01, 2000 at 08:30:41 (CST)
I was in duster C222 mid 68 Jan 69.Skeeter was my nickname and I had an indian head on my trac.I dont remember the men who served with me if any has any info please contact me.
Skeeter c222 Iron hand60 <jake@larck.net>
vassalboro, Me USA - Thursday, March 30, 2000 at 21:37:10 (CST)
Dusty, I am a former QM Soldier, Never went to war..but, LOVE my contry and served her with PRIDE. I have enjoyed your poetry for sometime....I can relate the language issue sometimes i forget that it isn't always approiate in the civilian world :)
Lee Ann <Lannie4167@aol.com>
Alex, IN USA - Thursday, March 30, 2000 at 00:43:36 (CST)
I know you will probably never read this. I just wanted to tell you that your poetry has changed my life.
Levi Bailey <EmperorLevi@cs.com>
Rave Town, CA USA - Tuesday, March 28, 2000 at 21:46:54 (CST)
I am trying to locate Moki from the USS Pharris FF 1094. Anyone who was on this ship please contact me. It is very important. Thankyou, Laurie
Laurie <kitzz2000_1999@yahoo.com>
ME USA - Tuesday, March 28, 2000 at 07:54:04 (CST)
Dust, found your site searching Cu Chi. We must have arrived at the 12th Evac at about the same time. I left the 249th in Tokyo on the 22 Jan 68 for USRV - got to the 12th Evac on about 25 Jan 68. I feel terrible that I can't remember more people at the hospital. Dr. John J. Yoder who was an orthopedic surgeon is about the only one I can remember. I can't even remember the hospital commander's name even though he liked to have fun with my last name. Another name comes to me - do you remember LT Silver, I believed she worked post-op (Ward 3B - ?). Enjoyed or rather related to your poems.
Don Forkum <FRock1944@aol.com>
Germantown , TN USA - Sunday, March 26, 2000 at 19:52:01 (CST)
Dust, found your site searching Cu Chi. We must have arrived at the 12th Evac at about the same time. I left the 249th in Tokyo on the 22 Jan 68 for USRV - got to the 12th Evac on about 25 Jan 68. I feel terrible that I can't remember more people at the hospital. Dr. John J. Yoder who was an orthopedic surgeon is about the only one I can remember. I can't even remember the hospital commander's name even though he liked to have fun with my last name. Another name comes to me - do you remember LT Silver, I believed she worked post-op (Ward 3B - ?). Enjoyed or rather related to your poems.
Don Forkum <FRock1944@aol.com>
Germantown , TN USA - Sunday, March 26, 2000 at 19:51:59 (CST)
How do you do? I'm korean. I know about Vietnam war. South Korean army fighted with American army against Viet-Cong. And South Korean Nurses servied with American Nurses in Vietnam war at that time. So I know about Vietnam war. I think so many people died at vienam war But Too many nurses helped people. I'm very pride of you and your friend. I hope that people don't forget that vienam war who died. My parent are doctor and nurse. So I'm doing pride of your work. If you know about me? you can send e-mail to me. God bless you, and your friend. God is always know your kindness.
kwon,jaebum <medic911@channeli.net>
seoul, korea - Friday, March 24, 2000 at 20:12:58 (CST)
Hi Dusty great web site, I am a nam vet from PHU BAI USA in 1965-66 (Army security agency) Thanks for your poems etc love to you
Jim <wood_jim@hotmail.com>
Hudson, FL USA - Friday, March 24, 2000 at 09:42:51 (CST)
Hello, Dusty. I am a Gulf War Vet--served with C co, 2/327 Inf, 101st Airborne (AASLT) as an M-60 gunner. I am currently a creative writing student at the University of Montana. I just want to say thank you to all of the nurses out there, and to ask that you all please hang in there. Thank you so much. Colin
Colin Holtz <bedouin91@yahoo.com>
Missoula, MT USA - Thursday, March 23, 2000 at 21:15:22 (CST)
So very sad, I lost a very good friend to the vietnam war he is sadly missed by all who knew him. Private Harvey Leon Jay
Debbie Barfield <djbarf@bellsouth.net>
Panama, Fl USA - Thursday, March 23, 2000 at 21:08:41 (CST)
dusty... i heard about your website from another patron of alt.callahans. your poem was beautiful and it brought tears to my eyes. thank you. hugs, kitten trumpinski-roberts
barbara trumpinski-roberts <kittent@uiuc.edu>
champaign, il USA - Thursday, March 23, 2000 at 14:29:06 (CST)
Can I use your poem "Curandera". It is so beautiful that I was in tears. I never had the honor to serve in the military, but this poem brought back memories of nurses training. It also illustrates the privelage of serving the dying. I am the pres. of a chapter of the National Association of Hispanic Nurses and would like to use it in our newsletter and at a scholarship awards luncheon. Please let me know. We would be honored. Maria RK, OCNAHN@aol.com.
Maria Rivera-Klein <OCNAHN@AOL.com>
La Habra, CA USA - Wednesday, March 22, 2000 at 22:44:27 (CST)
I was a Marine serving 69/70 out of AnHoa supporting 3/5 Marines. I have PTSD and understand some of what your saying. I have enjoyed your web page very munh and I'll continue to read it. thanks for what you did in Nan Sempher Fi Bill
Bill Hickey <Saywhatu@aol.com>
Titusville, fl USA - Monday, March 20, 2000 at 15:32:14 (CST)
Dusty, While researching Nursing History for a class that I am taking, I stumbled upon your site. The role that nurses played during the Vietnam War, significantly changed the role as we have it today. Thanks for being instrumental in the way we practice nursing today!
Fran Kinard <RNNOR210@aol.com>
Barnwell, SC USA - Sunday, March 19, 2000 at 08:51:03 (CST)
Dusty, Thanking you, and other nurses, for being there. Your service under trying circumstances is appreciated. I had several occasions, when flying my Huey, to have to "drop off" some troops in need of medical attention. I was always satisfied when we got to the Med-Evac pads in time. Always wondered how the troops fared. I was very confident that they would make it, in most cases, because of the great care they received. Believe your 12th Med was either at Cu Chi or Long Binh. I know we had two Med-Evac pads at Cu Chi. I flew with 25th Avn Bn during October 1967, thru Oct 1968. Again, you all served the troops in an extraordinary manner, and deserve much thanks. G. Reese
George G. Reese Jr. <gandmreese@earthlink.net>
Enterprise , AL USA - Saturday, March 18, 2000 at 10:27:53 (CST)
Dusty, Hi. I truly enjoyed reading your poems and the comments made by your fellow fans. I was searching the internet on contemporary poets and found your webpage to be just what I was looking for. I'm excited to share your poetry with my Eng 170 poetry class and I hope we can discuss and look deeper into some themes and ideas. Thanks Again, Jamie University of Missouri-Columbia MU
jamie l dixson <c722371@showme.missouri.edu>
columbia, mo USA - Thursday, March 16, 2000 at 11:15:19 (CST)
Hey Dusty, I think we have met before, or at least we have talked on line before. It would have been on the Prodigy BB's a few years back, or more. Anyway, I'm a Navy Vietnam Vet also, SeaBee was my game and I loved it. Hope all is well with you and yours. Great web site you have, will share it with others. Hugs, Lil John
Harvey "Lil John" King <King48@prodigy.net >
Pensacola, FL USA - Tuesday, March 14, 2000 at 12:20:37 (CST)
Hi Dusty,My name is Chet
I too am a Vietnam Vet
The hurt and pain in your poems
hit me right at home.
The help you gave those who survived
are eternally grateful they're alive.
Those of us who escaped disfiguration
today still seek salvation.
Guilt is a demon that stalks
telling us it's all our fault.
We were young,naive,and patriotic
but we came home unwanted product.
We mourn and we pray for serenity
and for the return of our lost identity.
Young men who called for their moms
you held their hands with eternal bond.
We all thank angels like you and your peers
for being there during our fears.
There's not enough to be said
about your deeds done while we bled.
If we all knew of a way
your pain would be gone today.
Imagine us there as friends
consoling each others to the end.
We are god's special creation
for we have lived through the ultimate humiliation.
Dusty,I want to say"Thank You"and"Welcome Home!"
as you all know, "You're Not Alone."
Chet Clah
Navajo Vietnam Vet

Chet Clah <c_clah@yahoo.com>
farmington, nm USA - Tuesday, March 14, 2000 at 11:13:59 (CST)
First of all I want to tell every veteran, everywhere, THANK YOU! I am looking for anyone who served with my father in Chu Lai in the 1st Bn 6th Inf Americal Division. Especially between November 1968 and November 1969. He has filed for a service connection disability and I am needing some help. If anyone can help me I would appreciated it. Contact: Kelly Carpenter 18878 King Rd. Siloam Springs, AR 72761; 1(501)549-4262 E-mail me at vveteran@hotmail.com
Kelly Carpenter <vveteran@hotmail.com>
Siloam Springs, AR USA - Monday, March 13, 2000 at 21:32:00 (CST)
Hi dusty I'm a Nam vet who served with naval security forces in danang april70-71. your poems are inspiring yet sad. I wrote about 50 poems for friends who served in nam. I would like to share a couple with you if I can. Please give me your answer ASAP. thank you Chet Clah
Chet Clah <c_clah@yahoo.com>
farmington, nm USA - Friday, March 10, 2000 at 14:30:10 (CST)
Dusty, I have read most of your website...or at least as much as I could take. You see, I too served in the Army but, a whole 20+ years difference then you. I was 19 when I seen one of my closest friends get killed.And I was 23 when I seen nine soldiers get killed in the Desert of California. I know it is a far cry to what you have been through or what you have seen but, Not even my own father who served in Vietnam (in the Air Force) seems to understand what I am going through. His last statement to me was,"You were never in any real war, I don't understand why you are so messed up." My father....the one person I thought would understand!! I have turned to friends and the VA for help now. My friends, (they are old enough to be my father) understand me fully. Most all of them served in Vietnam in Marine units. And all of them have seen by far worse than I have but, they all seem to understand what I am going through. Now, I am fighting the VA for treatments for PTSD. One of my friends set me up with a Vietnam Veteran who works with veterans to get there benifits from the VA. He is taking my case now. I feel bad because I put 8 years in the Army (all 11Bravo)but I have not seen half as much as you or any vietnam veteran has seen, so how can this happen to me?? I feel like I haven't done my part somehow in all this!! Your website help me realize that there are people who understand what I am going through and that I am not alone!! We could sure use alot more people like you Dusty to help us younger vets understand!! God Bless, Anthony Bucaro US.Army 1/187th INF.101st AIRBORNE/AIRASSUALT DIV. Veteran
Anthony Bucaro Jr. <ArmyVet97@aol.com >
Bloomingdale, IL USA - Wednesday, March 08, 2000 at 12:15:36 (CST)
Great, great effort from you volenteers
Ken Kalicki <KK6566@aol.com>
Willowbrook, Il USA - Tuesday, March 07, 2000 at 22:45:18 (CST)
Hello Dusty... I actually stumbled across your page looking for information about Curanderas, and the search engine brought up your poem/page-- serendipity that I had a chance to read your poems about Vietnam. I was born the year Vietnam ended. It's easy to get so wrapped up in my own trivial problems, it's only when I read or hear about the REAL trials that others have been through, that I realize how much I take for granted. Thank you for your beautiful poetry, prose, and heart. God bless and keep you Dusty.
Heidi Ridgway <prettyfly4awhitegirl@mailcity.com>
Las Vegas, NM USA - Tuesday, March 07, 2000 at 11:58:36 (CST)
IN COUNTRY, 69-70 FORCE RECON-TO 7TH REG. I.CORPS (DANANG) AREA RET, DO TO WIA (3rd.) RET, 1971. SPENT AT LEAST ONE MONTH IN 95EVAC. JUST WANTED TO SAY THANKS, BE A LONG TIME! SEMPER FI!
G.NEISZ/U.S.M.C. (ret.) <GARYNEISZ\CMD\25TH MARINE REG.\4TH MAR DIV,>
WORC., MA. USA - Monday, March 06, 2000 at 11:12:02 (CST)
Vietnam affects me in a very personal way. I am not even old enough to have experienced the war firsthand. History class in highschool was Hell when we started studying Vietnam. I'd already put significant time into researching it myself. I needed to learn about Vietnam because it is an important part of the history of the United States Marine Corps. I probably won't be back to this site again because I'll end up bawling again because of what Marines went through in Vietnam.
Tammy Hartman <belfast2000@europe.com>
USA - Thursday, March 02, 2000 at 02:26:46 (CST)
Looking for a woman that had a baby girl 12/70 at Walter Reed Army Medical Center. We believe that she may have been a nurse there. She was 22 yrs old, 5'10", light brown hair, blue eyes, may have worn glasses. She dated a Military man that was 23yrs old, 6'5", sandy blonde hair, blue eyes. Please help us find these missing family members! Thanks, Laura funnyhouse@about.com
Laura De Shazo <funnyhouse@about.com>
Milford, NJ USA - Tuesday, February 29, 2000 at 13:51:24 (CST)
I'm sorry Dusty, I couldn't get through your entire site, couldn't see for the tears. I will be back and back and back till I get it right. I just keep thinking of my brother who came home from Viet Nam alive, but not the brother I remembered. I love the brother I have now and I miss the brother that Viet Nam took from me. He found after a short time in civilian life, he did not fit in, so to the Army he returned. What will happen when he is forced out, probably this year, I have no idea, but he is my brother and I will be there in whatever capacity he needs. I love him. Dusty, I thank you for your poetry and prose, please never stop writing. And God, thank you for Dusty.
Carla <kitt45@adelphia.net>
Boca Raton, FL USA - Sunday, February 27, 2000 at 02:35:42 (CST)
Hello, I'm Al, I am a Veitnam veteran I was with the 337th Signal Company(R/R) in Da Nang, 69-70. I was one of the lucky ones in that I didn't need any care from the nursing corps,but would like to say thanks any way. And thanks to all that shared this trip and served over there.
Albert J. Roach <AJRchipper@aol>
W. Tere Haute, Indiana U.S.A. - Saturday, February 26, 2000 at 18:35:23 (CST)
Hi, I'm Al I was in Veitnam in 69-70 at Danang with the 337th Signal Co. (R/R). I'm one of the lucky ones didn't need any care from the nursing corps, but would like to say thanks for the ones that did,and all the ones that served along side
Albert J. Roach <AJRchipper@aol>
West Terre Haute, in USA - Saturday, February 26, 2000 at 18:06:07 (CST)
Really like your site. The first time I heard "Hello David" was when Vice President Gore read it at the Vietnam Women's Memorial at the Wall. My son taped it for me and my daughter deciphered it. She is now a neuro-shock trauma nurse at the shock trauma center in Baltimore. I was on the freedom bird before you got to the 'Nam. I was with the Wolfhounds when the 25th came ashore. Gen. Westmorland was there to greet us. We stayed at Bien Hoa until our equipment was unloaded in Saigon. After retrieving our equipment, we built the base camp at Cu Chi. If you're around Washington, D.C. on the second Friday in September, the Military Order of the Purple Heart holds a Combat Nurse's Recognition Service. It is at the Nurses Statue in Section 21 at Arlington National Cemetery. If you'd like more info on that you can contact the Adjutant General at JKirby@purpleheart.org. Thank you for all you have done, Jim Hontz Commander Military Order of the Purple Heart Department of Maryland
Jim Hontz <PurpleHeartMd@netscape.net>
riverdale, md USA - Friday, February 25, 2000 at 13:32:29 (CST)
enjoyed your poem brought back memories of vietnam .i lost a good buddy there.
james bnass <jamesestelle@webtv.net>
branford, fl USA - Thursday, February 24, 2000 at 21:09:03 (CST)
Somehow when I learned that you were on Cu Chi you became my sister. I was just up the road at 25th Med emergency room. Sept.'68 to Sept. '69. Maybe you were at 12th Evac then. Your poetry makes me laugh and cry. A friend showed me you responce to Newt, 1996.
Mitch Hockman <mitchael@bellatlantic.net>
Silver Spring, Md USA - Thursday, February 24, 2000 at 19:54:55 (CST)
Hi Dusty, I just wanted to say hi and to thank you for your poem "Hello David, my name is Dusty". It hits home little lady and the love for your fellow man shines though like the sun. I served as a doorgunner on a UH-1H with the 229th Assault Helicopter Battalion, out of Bien Hoa 71-72. Many times I would wonder, if this would be the day we went down into that LZ and never came back out. It was nice knowing how great the you Nurse's were at your job in those field hospitals and maybe that made it a little easier for this young 18 year old boy. Thanks you so much from the bottom of my heart, for all you wonderful lady's that we called "Angels". I found this to be ture and this I know for a fact and we love you all and will never ever let you fall, and if we can help in anyway to ease your pain, you know we would. Thanks for your service and the caring ways that you showed us then and now, for you fellow veteran's. Take care little lady and please come on over and visit our website, for the 229th AvBn. Keep up with your wonderful writing and your website is looking great "Dusty" and "Welcome Home" to you and your fellow Nurse's. We are proud of you all for the job you did in Viet-Nam. Clear Right "Dusty".
John "Eod" Hubbs <Skytrooper@stic.net>
Pipe Creek, TX USA - Wednesday, February 16, 2000 at 16:15:47 (CST)
Posted at the Women of Viet Nam web site..... First and foremost ....thanks to all of you who treated and cared for me from Sept 1968 to Oct 1969. I don't remember who were by name but I remember being VERY greatful for your efforts and kindness when I was wounded and needed you all more than anything. (Excepting the kazillion shots of anti- biotics in the butt....) :-) I remember being in the field hospital in Na Trang ..... then Japan (my records show "MHD USH Cp Zama Japan") then the flight to Walson Army Hosp, Ft Dix, NJ via Alaska. A little info I was hit in Duc Lap Fri, 13 Sept 68. I wounded in the right arm. The doctors took 2 intact .30 caliber rounds out of my arm. While in transit I had 1 or both rounds sewed under plastic on an olive drab scarf. I am thinking I had my unit patch sowen over the plastic. (173 Abn Bde... my unit was C/4/503). Unfortunatly I left the scarf behind at one of the hospitals I transited from. But once again .... thanks to all of you!!!! The "Angel of Death visited many .... The Angels of Mercy (you all) cheated it out of many". God bless you all... Welcome home...... A greatful vet! J. W. Cryer Daytona Beach, Fl USA - Wednesday, February 16, 2000 at 06:06:11 (CST)
J. W. Cryer <buckaro@bellsouth.net>
Daytona Beach, Fl USA - Wednesday, February 16, 2000 at 06:18:03 (CST)
Forgive me for taking the license to respond to "HELLO DAVID" I was a Cobra pilot who was shot down on 25 Jan 69 and ended up in the 12th Evac, Chu Chi. Thanks to all the "Dustys" - who are the real heros and still live within the hearts of all you touched.

HELLO, DUSTY
Hello, Dusty--my name is David.
I'm just one of your patients
I will depend on you
to check my vitals
every 15 minutes.
I watch you document
my condition - hoping I am improving.
I watch you hang more blood
and am grateful for you
easing my pain
Please stay with me
your touch is such great comfort.

Thank you for,
writing my mother
and telling her I was brave.
Thank you for writing my mother
and telling her how much I loved her.
Thank you for writing my mother
and telling her to give my bratty kid sister
a big kiss and hug.
Thanks for not telling her
that I was wasted.

Stay stay with me
and hold my hand.
I can feel my soul
flow through your fingers
into yours.
Stay with me
until I stay with you.

Goodbye, Dusty---my name is David.
You're the last person
I will see.
You're the last person
I will touch.
You're the last person
I will love.

So long, Dusty--my name is David.
Dusty-let me give you something
for your pain:
All I have left to give is love, undying
love for you and all those like you, Dusty.

Doug Tait <douglt@innernet.net>
Chambersburg, PA USA - Monday, February 14, 2000 at 15:51:28 (CST)
Dusty, On September 12, 1969 I was wounded in action in Vietnam and was sent to the 93rd Evac Hospital for surgery and treatment. I was there for about a week before being sent to the 106th General Hospital in Japan. Since I was personally cared for by nurses like you, I know first hand just how difficult that job was. You saw the worst of it every day. As a soldier in the field, I didn't see the results of the war every day. Sometimes weeks would go by with no combat action. Even when it did happen, it was usually happening to another platoon...or another squad. But, when it happens to you, suddenly the war became very personal and very immediate and I found myself needing help just to do the least thing. Thanks for being there for us. Though I don't remember the names of those who cared for me...it doesn't matter. All of you deserve the utmost respect and appreciation that this country has to give...and I wanted to personally thank you. God Bless you, Steve McDonald
Steve McDonald <smcdo199@aol.com>
Clover, SC USA - Sunday, February 13, 2000 at 19:24:32 (CST)
Dusty; just found your page it's great I served in Nam 68 - 69 at Dong Tam in the mekong delta, we had a large medivac hos. next to our radio site and I have fond memories of the nurses there, I was never wounded so never needed a nurse in her medical profession but can say they did as much to lift the spirits by their kind hello's in even less adverse matters. We all love the Dusty's for their help reguardless of how small it may have'd seemed to them. We also share the blame and sorrow for ya'll not being reconized sooner. I'm sure that those of us who have already gone and those of us who shall go before you will be there to hold your hand when you arrive!! with lasting love for you and your kind ( WELCOME HOME ) Larry
Larry R. Southerland <l_r_s@bellsouth.net>
Pinson, Al USA - Saturday, February 12, 2000 at 15:58:21 (CST)
I just read your welcome letter and it touched a spot in my heart/the people we loved so dearly our parents and brother /sisters will never know our pain form htat far off land was their from 7/69-1-71
richard rainville <rmr@gpi.net>
fountain, co USA - Saturday, February 12, 2000 at 08:53:43 (CST)
I am 30 years old and I recently went back to school to pursue another degree. I got on the internet trying to find some information on the Vietnam War. My father served in the Vietnam War. I have seen many pictures and have heard stories some from him and some from my mother. I am I am writing a paper on the Vietnam War for my American History class. I could not think of what direction I wanted to go in on the topic of the Vietnam War. So much happened over there so many lives were changed and so many were lost. After reading about all the women who served in the Vietnam War I have decided to write about that. I feel women have contributed as much. Many women gave their lives for that War. Many I know have said it was a War that the US should have stayed out of. Maybe so, I know that it was a terrifying time for my mother living back here in the states and seeing all the uproar that was happening here while so man of our American people men and women were over there serving their country and loosing their lives. The Vietnam War though I was a baby in the latter part changed my course in life as well. It to effected me. My parents divorce in 1975 and the man my father was before the War and the man he is today is two different people. The Vietnam War ripped my family apart. Thanks for writing the poems. I would like to use a few of them in my paper if I could. If you have any advice or comments that might help me on my paper feel free to email me at heylucy@england.com. I am going to be taking a trip to the Wall in March. I have to go and find my Dad's friend who died in his arms. Thanks again!
Dawn King <heylucy@england.com>
Raleigh, NC USA - Saturday, February 12, 2000 at 08:40:13 (CST)
How can a war that I never fought in still affect me so deeply, so completely 32 years later? I was little and saw it every night on the news (from which my parents attempted to shield me). I heard the neighbors crying because Jeffery is coming home in a box ... but what did it all mean? I wanted to help..to make a difference, someway, somehow. By '78 I was being discharged from the Army and though the War had ended physically, it was still fresh in the minds of everyone and it seemed that no one really knew why it all happened to begin with. And today I find myself remembering how to help someone die. And I am dying now too....Hepatitis C ....... the veteran's disease. But what am I dying for in 2000? Thank you for your beautiful works here....God Bless you Dusty.
Wendy <heplady@mailcity.com>
Iron Mtn, MI USA - Friday, February 11, 2000 at 21:40:23 (CST)
Enjoyed your website. It's really laid out well. How are you doing, and what are you doing these days?
Lily Adams <LilyJean@aol.com>
Mill Valley, CA USA - Friday, February 11, 2000 at 01:44:37 (CST)
my brother was in nam, he was in the navy, he was one of the lucky ones to make it home.it brings tears to my eyes to think of those not so fortunate, a waste of lives for a war that we should never have been in,but thank god for soldiers like dusty
kyle drummond <kad111@webtv.net>
maritta, ga USA - Wednesday, February 09, 2000 at 23:06:53 (CST)
Lessons Learned I READ SOME POEMS BY A VIETNAM VET NAMED DUSTY. SHE SPOKE OF THE TRAGEDY OF YOUTH LOST. THE WASTING OF LIFE TO WAR. THE STRUGGLE THAT ONLY A NURSE WOULD KNOW. SHARING THE MOST INTIMATE MOMENTS WITH A PERSON WHO WAS DYING. DUSTY SERVED IN VIETNAM FROM 1966-1968. IM SURE SHE SAW A LOT OF DEATH. AND HER EXPERIENCE IS IMPORTANT TO US. THERE SHOULD BE A LESSON LEARNED FROM ALL OF THAT PAIN. SOMETHING THAT CAN BE APPLIED TO TODAYS ARMY. BUT THE ARMY CAN'T LEARN FROM Its MISTAKES. THE ARMY IS A MINDLESS, FACELESS MACHINE. IT CHEWS UP YOUNG MEN AND WOMEN. IT SPITS THEM OUT WHEN THEY SERVE NO PURPOSE TO THE END GOAL. GUESS THATS WHY MOST VETERANS SEEM MAD ABOUT THEIR GOVERNMENT. THERE IS NO GLORY IN HAVING DONE A JOB WELL THEN HAVING TO GROVEL FOR THE HEALTH CARE YOU WERE PROMISED. THE VIETNAM VETS KNOW WHAT I MEAN. AND NOW WE SEE A NEW GENERATION, THE GULF WAR VETS HAVING TO FIGHT FOR HEALTH CARE. HAVING TO BEG FOR GUARANTEES OF HONORABLE SERVICE. WHATS THE LESSON LEARNED. #1 WAR IS UNPREDICTABLE, TERRIBLE AND SOMETIMES, ONLY SOMETIMES NECESSARY. #2 PEOPLE WILL DIE AND SOME WILL BE MAMED BOTH PHYSICALLY AND MENTALLY. #3 YOUR GONNA HAVE TO FIGHT FOR WHAT YOU HAVE BEEN PROMISED. #4 YOUR GOING TO BE DISAPPOINTED. SOMEBODY WILL ALWAYS HAVE TO DEFEND OUR FREEDOMS. SOMEONE WILL ALWAYS HAVE TO DECIDE IF ITS WORTH IT TO SERVE OUR COUNTRY. IT WOULD BE AN EASIER CHOICE IF OUR COUNTRY TOOK CARE OF ITS OWN. LIKE THEY PROMISED. THANK GOD THE NURSES DIDNT LET US DOWN. THANKS DUSTY
STEVE <RANGERPOOP@HOTMAIL.COM>
DOD, USA - Wednesday, February 09, 2000 at 19:54:57 (CST)
Dusty,thank you for sharing yourself,giving yourself,being yourself carl usmc-rvn 68-69
carl bray <carlbray@hotmail.com>
corpus christi, tx USA - Wednesday, February 09, 2000 at 11:45:45 (CST)
I seldom (can) watch a documentary on VietNam. I've just watched 'Women At War' on TLC tonight. And I have come to a tragic realization. While I was in VietNam, although I never (thank God) needed a nurse's services, I knew you all were there if I did. This was of unmeasurable comfort to me in a period of fear and naivety. While I was in VietNam, I often needed and occasionally happened upon the services of 'Donut Dollies' or female entertainers. This also was of unmeasurable comfort to me. Since I returned from VietNam, I have thought of you all and the comfort you provided more and more as the years have passed by. But I have just come to the realization that I assumed that you knew how much you meant to us all, even though you knew few of us and saw fewer of us - yet you did not. And, worse still, I came to the realization that you, our sisters, paid as high a price - and perhaps higher - than many of our brothers. Although it was many, many years before I was 'welcomed home' or 'thanked' for doing a job that I thought was right, I was shocked to learn that many of you still have not been! 'Welcome Home!' my sisters - and 'Thank YOU!' for being there - doing what was needed - and paying the price it took, then and since. And, if you are not sure if you'll have a flag draped upon your coffin, please contact me and I'll send one to you and put it place if I can when the time comes. Steve Durocher PhuTai Valley (QuiNhon) '69-'70
Steve Durocher <StDuroch@UP.Net>
Marquette, MI USA - Monday, February 07, 2000 at 22:11:21 (CST)
Dusty, I love the opening poem. I am a nurse, and became interested in nursing when I was medic in the Army in 1976. I had an instructor who had been a nurse in Vietnam... I was young and stupid and arrogant and she saw through all of it... she was my greatest example. I have watched many people die in my career and although the circumstances were not as brutal as yours... I have often wondered where I should take MY pain... thankyou
Phyllis <Run2See@aol.com>
Dunedin, Fl USA - Monday, February 07, 2000 at 20:38:03 (CST)
Dusty; I first read your poem in 1992 when I made my first visit to the Wall. I am White skinned but Native American Blood. I have made an honor feather for you, for your pain, It has been blessed by my Navajo Medicine Men. I would like to present it to you this coming Memorial Day when I come back for my last ride to the wall on my Harley. Let me know please, your privacy will be honored. The poem still pulls at my heart, as only a medic and a nurse would understand. The soul of one of my friends also flowed into me. Gary
Gary L. Thompson(Doc) <Aerdoc2ore@aol.com>
Eugene, OR USA - Monday, February 07, 2000 at 16:24:11 (CST)
Thanks for your caring and courage. I was there twice with the Marine Corps. God bless and keep you.....George
GEORGE HOLY <MAGGIE_GEORGE@MSN.COM>
BALTIMORE, MD USA - Sunday, February 06, 2000 at 17:54:36 (CST)
GREAT SITE,YOU PUY ALOT OF HARD WORK INTO THE SITE.GOOD LUCK WITH IT. NAVY CORPSMAN 70-76
DOC <DOCN4CER@AOL.COM>
WESTCOAST,FL, FL USA - Saturday, February 05, 2000 at 18:38:22 (CST)
Dusty- I am 24 years old and have decided to devote my life to nursing. I nursed my mother to death at 18 years old - she had metastatic CA that started at her breast and ended up in her liver. For two years, I managed her IVs with the help of some fantastic RNs, administered her meds - both PO - IM - and IV - everything from Compazine to MS to Dilaudid. I have always been intrigued by nurses and their contribution to life - their committment to helping those "chosen" to live back to life and to helping those who can't to die. I have both of your books - and am not ashamed to admit that I cried real tears reading both of them from cover to cover. You, my dear, are a TRUE HERO and deserve a purple heart for valor, bravery, and compassion. You are an inspiration to me. It is because of you that I plan on finishing my RN. While I know that I will never have the opportunity to serve in the capacity you did in Vietnam (and I thank God for that), I want you to know that your story has touched the hearts of many, including my own. I sobbed as I read some of your stories. Your heroism, bravery, and caring serve as THE defintion of the word NURSE. I am proud to have read your books - you are a true hero. I would love to hear from you. Thank you so much for sharing your experiences. Thank you for touching my heart. Thank you so very much for those that can not thank you for what you did for them. Ray Stilts
Ray <RAY14901@yahoo.com>
Elmira, NY USA - Saturday, February 05, 2000 at 01:40:15 (CST)
Hello Dusty i'm not a Nam vet or any Vet at that i'm soneone who was born in Nov. 63. i read all the poems and poetry on your page with some funny feeling in my throat.-n- tears in my eyes. i have a friend that was thier he was in chu lai he was a SP4 with the 504th in 69 to 70 my friends on irc chat calls me scorpiodragon :o) you have a great site dusty THANK-YOU for allowing me to come to it GOD BLESS YOU -n- the PPL like you and most of all WELCOME HOME VIETNAM VETS MEN -n- WOMEN ALIKE
Jay <hwcsr@earthlink.net>
Dover, De. USA - Friday, February 04, 2000 at 22:28:03 (CST)
Hi Dusty, I have come here often, when I feel strong enough, over the last two and a half years since I have discovered the Internet. I created & maintain a Vietnam Veteran's site called Forever Heroes which includes a memorial to my brother, Corpsman Wade Overstreet. I also have a step-brother who served, Walter A. Sloan, Jr. Have sent & received a lot of mail from Viet Vets and Vet supporters since I first started this site in the Spring of 1998 and it is sometimes difficult for me to read the letters I get from Veterans who do not speak of their experiences while in country but of their lives now. But it is still better for me now than it was 31 years ago when, as a 12 year-old with two brothers in Vietnam, I felt confused, frustrated and very angry. This anger was directed mostly at myself for being helpless to do anything about what was happening to those who were being sent to fight in a war that no one seemed to understand---whispered, late-night kitchen conversations among the adults, after my step-brother came home, when us children were thought to be sleeping; voices rising and falling, filled with emotion; letters that made my mother cry, my brother attempting to reassure us that he was alright and trying to convince us not to believe everything we read & saw on t.v.; abrupt endings to conversations when I walked into a room, only catching a stray word or two and wanting to cry out for someone to please tell me what was happening, too young to know or remember but still too old to forget. Children were to be seen and not heard back then. This web site is, at least & at last, something I CAN do and it is as much a part of me as life itself. Thank you, Dusty, for being there. Thank you from the depths of my soul for doing what I was unable to do so long ago...THANK YOU. I remember... My Highest Regards, Janice M. Cross
Janice Cross <jcross@wavegate.com>
Rome, GA USA - Friday, February 04, 2000 at 21:56:36 (CST)
Dusty, I found your site while looking for the name on a red POW bracelet. I want to give it to the family of the soldier it represents. I too was Army in 1972 until 1975. As an Air Traffic Controller at Ft. Rucker, I watched many of the pilots I knew leave for Vietnam. I went to Germany in 1974 where many of the Dustoff pilots showed up after their Vietnam tour. Often we would talk of their time there and of mutual friends that either didn't make it or were wounded and sent home. I just want to thank you for taking care of my friends. Each one of them talked of the nurses with reverence. The most awful experience for me in the Army was when one of those same friends who had survived flying in Vietnam lost his life flying in Germany. When I returned to the states, I still wrote many of my friends often and I mistakenly assumed they were safely out of harms way. Every day when the mail came I would usually hear from someone still stationed there. One day I opened the box to find a returned letter that the Army Postal Service had stamped "Confirmed Deceased." There was nothing else. Several days later I received a letter from him about a flight that morning. He was flying supplies out to a field exercise. A few days after that came a letter from another friend who was participating in the exercise, he told me Thomas flew into the side of a mountain in heavy fog. Thomas, had survived the war only to die in war games. What terrible loss for everyone who knew him. No one I know understands why Thomas' death bothers me so much but I feel that you will understand. Thank you for listening. Steph
Stephanie <vanzandt@flash.net>
OK USA - Friday, February 04, 2000 at 04:02:11 (CST)
Well, Dusty here I am again in the middle of another sleepless night because of the dreams, Ha, ha... Sharing time with you and my other Brothers and Sisters. Yes, I had to go back for my second helping so I could say the F-word also. See you again soon...
SAM OWENS <graywolf3843@go.com>
ANDERSON, SC USA - Thursday, February 03, 2000 at 22:36:17 (CST)
I don't really remember when the slick sucked me in,
the gunner smiled and said, it don't mean nothin' my friend.
From an underground in Dak To, to a bed in Pleiku,
I do remember landing, then blank, for a day...maybe two.
I recall the nurse who greeted me, when focus first appeared
and how she made sure that she was close ... always near.
Then off again in the plane, with stretchers lined above,
the nurse there too comforted, with trusting, knowing love.
Japan was still a long way, from my upstate New York home,
but here too were caring nurses, and I never felt alone.
My comrades are my Brothers, but in my heart I need to say,
that my sisters are the reason, why I'm here today.

A/299th Cbt Engr - Dak To, Vietnam '68-'69
Rick Noyes <rnoyes2@stny.rr.com>
Binghamton, NY USA - Tuesday, February 01, 2000 at 17:22:27 (CST)
I visit this site from time to time
When a restless sleep overflows what is left of my mind
Segmented glimpses of scenes from that past
The noise-shouts,then screams and the final silence
It comes from the Dragon's Lair - he is with me all the time
Mostly quiet in the labor of the day - stirring fitfully
during a night's rest - I try to express that which I see
and feel - But am simply overwhelmed by emotion - I sometimes
just cry - then say the word that expresses it All - Fuckin A

Craig <KTVETX@aol.com>
Katy, TX USA - Sunday, January 30, 2000 at 07:24:47 (CST)
Thank you, Your poems touched me. Hq. Co. 1st Marines Scout/Sniper Plt. '70-'71
Michael <michaeltank@home.com>
Chandler, Az. USA - Wednesday, January 26, 2000 at 14:47:33 (CST)
Army medic June 67 - June 68 Thank you Dusty for all you gave of yourself (You shall be remembered!)
Jim Fisher <bjf@kalnet.com>
Rowan, Ia USA - Sunday, January 23, 2000 at 21:53:59 (CST)
Dusty was surfing for Newt Gingrich's email address and got your letter to him about women in combat instead. I am a conservative Republician who once supported him, and I see he now has appologized in a letter to us, and has the nerve to again ask for "MONEY" support. Well this old service man isnt into the forgiving stage,and isn't answering his call anymore or falling for any of the political BS that is rampant out there during election times. Now getting to my reason for the email to you. Your letter about women in combat was beyond good, and right to the point. I just wanted to commend you on your efforts on your URL also. Very interesting reading, and listening. I recommend it to all the youth of America, male and female gender included, no matter what their political proclivities are.
Jon Kelbaugh <polygon@sunset.net>
Redding, Calif. USA - Thursday, January 20, 2000 at 07:41:01 (CST)
Hello David is a wonderful poem. I'm not a nurse, but this poem made me wish I were.
Ally Keppel <allyk@blazenetme.net>
USA - Wednesday, January 19, 2000 at 11:30:31 (CST)
Thank You, Dusty, and all you other nameless nurses for what you did. And thank You, Rotkehlchen, for signing Dusty's guestbook today and remembering my brother, Lieutenant Hans-Juergen Becker, 214.Infantry Division, who disappeared on the Russian front in WW2. Only God knows when and where. LanceCorporal Karl-Heinz Becker, LXXVI.PanzerKorps, German Army, Italy 1942-1945.
Karl-Heinz Becker <khbecker@farmerstel.com>
Henagar, AL USA - Tuesday, January 18, 2000 at 19:13:47 (CST)
I have a very dear friend who was a Vietname Navy nurse. She is trying to find a poster that I believe was used perhaps at the dedication of the Vietnam Nurses Memorial. It has a picture of women in uniform with a dogtag around them and says something to the effect of "Not all women in the '60's wore love beads." If anyone out there knows where I might find a copy of that poster to give her, I would be most appreciative.
Linda Snyder <sandlsnyder@netzero.net>
Barnsdall, OK USA - Tuesday, January 18, 2000 at 14:17:09 (CST)
My best friend in the whole world introduced me to your site and I am glad he did. It was via the Vietnam War and Nixon and other events that I first lost trust in my nation at the age of 7-9. Anyway, I left my country at 19 and though I never fought a war, I did lose myself and related to your alienation upon return. I may never be able to go back but good to know others are out there with the a similar hole in their hearts and trying to balance different worlds. "Once the mind has been stretched, it can never return to its original dimensions." Your brother is always with you, Karli, always, and so is Rotkehlchen
A. Uehara
- Tuesday, January 18, 2000 at 10:29:24 (CST)
Dear Dusty, what a beautiful site. I accidently got here while surfing vet sites, but you can bet i will be sharing this with others. Have seen many sites while searching for my bio dad but yours brought tears to my eyes. Keep up the good work.
Kimberly Clark-Thiry <kthiry@trib.com>
WY USA - Tuesday, January 18, 2000 at 00:16:33 (CST)
Thanks for a good website, Dusty. Your poems are the most poignant and well-versed I have read regarding the Vietnam war. Was there in 69-70 with the 48th Trans Group, down the road from the 92nd. Sincerely, Franklin D. Rast, author, "Don's Nam," and "Ghosts In The Wire"
Franklin D. Rast <rastfd@bellsouth.net>
Baton Rouge, La USA - Monday, January 17, 2000 at 22:12:04 (CST)
Hi iam in grade 9 and am 14 i was looking through sites for school and read hello David it was really sad. people never really think about wars especially me and my generation but when i started reading the poems on your site I could not stop even though they are depresing it was interesting and sad to put personalities to the people that fought knowing that they ahd people to go home to and that will miss them and that they will never see again. i never thoght about it or got sad about these things but reading themgot me thinking. I think everyone should come to your site i want to find out more about you but i want to say that you are very talented Thank you.
Ryan Pallotta <ryan15@home.com>
Richmondhill, ont canada - Monday, January 17, 2000 at 18:06:37 (CST)
I enjoyed your site very much. I was a combat photographer and writer for the 101st in 70 and 71. One of the worst things I had to endure while there was when I went to see a very close friend who had just been shot. I knew it was bad, but didn't know how bad until I got there. But when I saw a nurse standing beside him and caring for him, I somehow knew he would be alright, one way or another. Thank you for the job you did. Doing that is worse than any combat there could possibly be. Welcome home my sister. Craig
Craig Latham <buff24_09@yahoo.com>
Baltic, Oh USA - Monday, January 17, 2000 at 04:56:23 (CST)
SERVED WITH E CO. (AMBUSH PLATOON) 2/501 INFANTRY 101 AIRBORNE DIVISION PHU-BAI VIETNAM 71-72. WELCOME HOME BROTHERS.
JOHN SAYGIDIA <JACKNIFEJOHNNY@WEBTV.NET>
SAN ANTONI, TX USA - Sunday, January 16, 2000 at 15:50:24 (CST)
I cannot say enough about the nurses that served in all the wars. God bless you Dusty and welcome home. 60th Land Clearing Company 62ND Engineers the Jungle Eaters.
Mike Pinksaw <Mpinksaw@aol.com>
Jamestown, R.I.I USA - Thursday, January 13, 2000 at 11:45:03 (CST)

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