Dusty's Guest Book 1998

Dusty, you have a GREAT page! I LOVE your poems. Your voice adds to them. I have two uncles who served in Vietnam. I lost one of them last year at the young age of 49. Please visit my homepage and sign the guestbook. To ALL Vietnam Veterans THANK YOU for putting your life on the line for our country! WELCOME HOME!!! God bless you all. Happy Holidays.
Erich Davison <ted@msmisp.com>
Granville, Ohio USA! USA! USA! - Saturday, December 26, 1998 at 17:36:27 (CST)

Dusty, Your poetry is moving. However, your politics and personal agenda seem to deflect from the purpose of your poetry, the memory of the thousands of men who died in Vietnam. May you find validation and someday rejoin the world of the present. God bless.
Jerry Tate
USA - Thursday, December 24, 1998 at 18:24:44 (CST)

Well done and very well said! Happy Holidays, Dusty, from another Dusty that cannot hold a candle to you.
Richard T. Rhoads, Jr. <dusty@peanut.org>
Sylvester, GA USA - Thursday, December 24, 1998 at 09:42:39 (CST)

Reading your Prose on PTSD was very painful for me. My brother who served in nam battled ptsd silently for years before it came to a head. No one knew, He probably didn't know it himself. Then one day he ended it all. the only answer we can find is ptsd. Your prose discribed the islolation he choose and we never understood why.
Shirley <sv4423@aol.com>
USA - Thursday, December 24, 1998 at 00:41:53 (CST)

I just want to thank you for placing these poems where a person can find them. I like to find out about the people who were in Vietnam. I have never liked to study the subject, only to find out about the people. Thank you for helping to let people know what our Vets went through.
Ella <ella_jrt>
USA - Monday, December 21, 1998 at 20:27:28 (CST)

Hi Dusty, My name is Carolee and I am a Nursing Assistant. Dealing with death on a daily base your poem hit home. Though my circumstances were different then yours, it still spoke to me. I'm really lucky, you see my husband fought in Vietnam and was wounded there. He was one of the lucky ones he came home alive, unlike many of the young men that you would have had to deal with. It really takes someone very special to have done what you would have had to do, many thanks from me...... as just possilbly it could have been my husband that you nursed!
Carolee Lightbody <stardust@north.nsis.com>
Truro, N.S canada - Thursday, December 17, 1998 at 14:16:01 (CST)

Dusty, It has been 31 years since my first tour of duty in Vietnam with HHC 1Bn 2nd Inf, 1St Inf Div (RECON) and 27 years since my last tour of duty with the 203rd RAC at LZ English. There is not a day that goes bye that I do not think about what you nurses went through. You were and will always be my hero. I thank GOD for women like you that came to Vietnam to take care of us. Every time I go to DC, I go to the Wall and to your memorial. I reflect on the many sacrifices that are represented in that place of honor. I wish I could give you all a hug, and tell you thank you. I had the opportunity to return to Vietnam this past summer with 30 other veterans. What a great experience. I cried then, and I cried tonight, until I could read no more. Thanks for the memories. You will always be special to all of us that served in a very difficult time in our lives, and in our country.
Corky Smith <Smithc@MIA.NTSB.GOV>
Miami, Fl USA - Monday, December 14, 1998 at 20:23:05 (CST)

The poem
Katrina
Portland, ME USA - Sunday, December 13, 1998 at 12:01:56 (CST)

I use the nurses who served in Vietnam as examples of unsung heroes when I teach officer candidates about America's military past....and you are true heroes. I remember the ladies of the 85th Evac at Phu Bai as well as the red Cross ladies who helped my soldiers in 1/501st Inf, 101st Abn Div. I need some help with something....the TV show China Beach had a segment which featured real life Vietnam nurses telling their stories. Where can I get a copy of that segment?? Thanks to each of you for your contribution and sacrifices. Jay Kelly, EJAYK@aol.com
Jay Kelly <EJAYK@aol.com>
Montgomery, AL USA - Friday, December 11, 1998 at 12:29:35 (CST)

“Hello, Dusty” I am specialist Miller,
But my Mama calls me “Donnie”.
I am scared, but I can see you care.
I can feel your hand smoothing my hair.
But I can’t see that hand.
I can see your other hand on my arm,
But I can’t feel it?
May I watch your face, your eyes, your smile.
Will you tell them I need to feel your hand?
I remember “Doc” said, after the battle,
“Man you got five to many holes in ya!”
I think I remember a chopper
and then your face.
Is it getting colder in here?
Did “Doc” count right?
What were they saying about my Lung?
I don’t like the taste of blood !
What are you putting in my I V?
I am talking, but I can’t hear me?
I am getting colder,
and more scared!
The table is moving?
Sorry I messed up your uniform.
Did I tell you that I Love You?
I wanted to.
May I have just one more smile Please?
A smile to last me a life time,
Thank You “Dusty”
I Love You !

(This is dedicated to all the “Dustys” that cared for all the wounded in all the Battles of all the wars. But mainly to the one “Dusty” who helped me throughout the hardest hours of my life. I was wounded rather severely in Vietnam on September 11th 1968 at around 2:30 AM. I was told that I bled out twice before I arrived at the Hospital in An-Loc that following morning at around 9:30 AM. That is where, when, and why I met “My Dusty”. Yes her smile has lasted me “a Life Time” And yes I still love her.) Donald (Blind Dog) Miller 168th Combat Engineers “C” Company !967-68
Donald (Blind Dog) Miller <badblinddog@aol.com>
Phoenix, AZ USA - Wednesday, December 09, 1998 at 18:51:14 (CST)

Return to the Dusty's Home Page

Hi, this is actually Don's son Zac. I am looking for people who might have knew my father during vietnam. He was there in 65,66,and 67. He was in the 101st Airborne division. He was wounded three times, you being a nurse you might have run into him. If the name sounds familiar drop me a emial or if you need more information. Thanks
CSM Donald E Fike <yank@imcnet.net>
w.carthage, ny USA - Sunday, December 06, 1998 at 19:57:49 (CST)

Namaste Dusty Thank you for your poem and support in our journey. My wife is just now opening up to her experiences in Viet Nam after 30 years. She is a good nurse who always is there to hold my hand Love and Light Stanley Sabre
Stanley Sabre <Resha2@yahoo.com>
USA - Wednesday, December 02, 1998 at 21:36:20 (CST)

My son was touched by your poem and would like to have your permission to use "Hello David" for a war poetry project he is doing as a high school freshman. He will, of course, give you credit. Thank you.
Marie Smith <Smith-marie@msn.com>
Ridgefield, CT USA - Monday, November 30, 1998 at 11:13:00 (CST)

Dusty, I couldn't take it all at once. Your site is truly a gift to a grungy old vet. A friend of mine told me about your site, he sent a poem of mine to you, I'm no poet and your site only confirms that. Thank you for being there for all of us. Rick, SF3 USN,Task Force 116 My Tho, Viet Nam '70'
Rick Welch <leeciepc@erols.com>
Fairfax, VA USA - Friday, November 20, 1998 at 17:24:32 (CST)

THANKS
L.E. FOUSE <LFOUSE@REDSTONE.ARMY.MIL>
AL USA - Friday, November 20, 1998 at 16:18:37 (CST)

I just wanted to let you know I will be using your poem to complete a project for school. It's a compilation of Vietnam literature. Thanks !
Lindsay Marr
Eldridge, ia USA - Friday, November 20, 1998 at 10:04:23 (CST)

Dusty, Greetings. I happened upon your site as a result of a search. I'd typed in 'dealing with difficult people'. Had a bad day at work, you know, nothing went right, inadvertantly made some people mad, was told I had a bad attitude.... Anyway, did a search to try to figure out how to deal with certain people and clicked on your site I was a teenager when the Vietnam War ended. Had a brother who was there but he was in Phom Phen writing for the Stars & Stripes. No bad stuff for him. But I remember when one of the older brothers of a classmate came home. Everyone said that he'd 'cracked' and had become a druggie over there. Saw him one day sitting by himself on the front steps of the Library. I said hello, he smiled, nodded and returned the greeting. Asked him if he wanted some company and he motioned to the step beside him. I sat down and re-introduced myself to him and we talked awhile, about nothing in particular, just this and that. Neither of us mentioned Nam. Wasn't necessary and I'm not one to pry. I think that some things are meant to stay in ones heart until they're ready to share them, if they're ever ready to share them. We spent a lot of time sitting on those steps, watching people walk by, telling jokes, just sitting in shared silences - a lot of shared silences. I guess we looked like quite the pair. I, a teenager in her Catholic school uniform. and he, a long-haired, sandal-clad, holes- in- the- jeans vet. Don't recall him ever talking about the war. Lots of people told me that it didn't look 'nice', the two of us spending so much time together. Guess they didn't understand that the fabric of humanity is made up of lots of individual threads. And I guess that I didn't really care what they thought. He was a friend. Saw him a few years after that, after that first spring and summer he'd returned. He told me how much he'd appreciated all the time we'd spent together and the friendship that I'd offered him. Saw him again earlier this year and the smile he gave me told me all over again. You know Dusty, it is true what they say. You think your problems are bad until you hear other peoples stories. Talk about humility. Thanks for putting it all in perspective for me tonight. You speak of reconnecting to the human family. From some of the guestbook entries, you are reconnecting a whole segment of the human family. I pray that you will some day feel connected. God Bless & Sweet Dreams...
Darby <darby@bardstown.com>
Bardstown, Ky USA - Thursday, November 19, 1998 at 17:15:31 (CST)

I'm sending an excerpt from a book I am writing for my daughter to explain her 49 year old mother a bit more from growing up in the 1960s. I just returned this week from Wash DC and the Wall and it was the Nurses' Statute that brought the surprising feelings I thought were stored forever. Thanks to all of you and God Bless you.

Startling words came from my mouth as I stared at the Nurse holding the young GI's helmet, the look on her face reminiscent of a picture of Christ hanging in my home. A look of despair, sadness, dismay, bewilderment and, most poignant, a look of intense sorrow. Another Nurse holding her hands up as if pleading for a miracle. Were her hands being uplifted for a chopper or perhaps for God to intercede in the madness and perhaps just save this one poor kid's life. Just this time, Lord ... just this time. The other Nurse holding the young GI with a look of compassion as she bid him a lonely and final farewell towards a destination unknown but at least away from the terror and mindless chaos.

As I walked around the Memorial of the Vietnam Nurses, my heart felt heavier than it had since I was a young adult. My last view rested on the nurse holding the helmet and, as I walked a few steps, I heard myself uttering, "Fuck it, Fuck it, Fuck it!" I was heartbroken and the words were the only description of the anger and pain that choked up from my chest and heart as the memories flooded forward.
Patricia Payne <Profesfe@aol.com>
USA - Wednesday, November 18, 1998 at 14:19:33 (CST)

I came upon your page when I was looking for a nurse by the name of Lt. Pamela D. Donovan. I have a POW/MIA bracelet with her name on it that I got from an air show here in Phoenix about 2 years ago. I would like to thank all the women who served in Vietnam and help all the men who served our country and died for our country as well. My heart goes out to all the family of those who have died for our country. I just read your poem "Hello David" and had tears in my eyes, because if it wasn't for the nurses there would have been alot of men who would have died alone. Thanks again for this wonderful page...God Bless you & everyone who served our country then & now...Take Care
Angela Crosser <heartbelongsto@hotmail.com>
Phoenix, AZ USA - Saturday, November 14, 1998 at 13:57:14 (CST)

I first heard "Hello, David" in 1987 when NPR's 'Morning Edition' interview Laura Palmer, the author of "Shrapnel in the Heart." I sat in my office parking lot and cried. I bought the book and frequently reread your two poems therein. I'm very glad to see this site as I place you on a level with Siegfried Sassoon as someone who has been there and can tell of it so well. May God ever bless and keep you and grant you peace.
Thad Humphries <thad@blueridge.com>
Warrenton, VA USA - Tuesday, November 10, 1998 at 15:25:50 (CST)

The poem David...... was verry sad for me...... .sad but a true poem..... only difference you meant it took care in Vietnam .........I seem to have vietnam 28 years later in my home .........not the fighting part but the part where i was nurse to my David (my husband). I too was the last one to hold his hand , to give the pain medicine and the special love that he needed.... .I held his hand even in my sleep afraid he would go without me beside his side......yes That was my David .........he to was wastet by Ao ..............wonderful page.........welcome home to the ones that made .......a prayer for the ones that didnt ...
Elvira <ewhite@innernet.net>
P.A. USA - Saturday, November 07, 1998 at 21:27:54 (CST)

Dusty, what can I say to someone who was there. I go to bed each night listening to "Hello David" every since it was read on TV a few years ago. As you can see by my e mail name veterans are very special to me. Specially the Vietnam Vets, have been since I was sixteen. If I manage to organize another visit of John Devitt's Moving Wall to Michigan would you consider coming to speak? Thank you so much not only for your writings but for being there for those who needed you the most.
Lynda <vetsfairy@cmsinter.net>
USA - Tuesday, November 03, 1998 at 19:02:43 (CST)

Thanks Dusty. Your poetry really touches a place in me that few understand. If it is OK, I would like to read "Hello David" as part of our Vietnam Vets program (11/15/98) at First Unitarian Church, OKC. Our minister Cynthia was very moved by "Hello David". It fills the missing part of our program -- the women who served! We have no women in our congregation who shared our Vietnam experience, so I would like your words to speak for you and your sisters. If you are ever in the Oklahoma City area, please look us up. BTW, I share your experiences/sentiments ire: Nixon, Newt, PTSD and a not so welcome home. Thanks for Dusty.

Excerpted from "The Little Captain's Arm", a short story by Jim Botkin about one night at The Wall in 1997. "A thought about the nurses: They gave their souls in consolation to dying young men who wanted their Mamas. The ones I knew in Danang and Saigon acted like I have over the years since Vietnam – distant, aloof – hardened by all the pain and full of rage and anger at whoever, whatever, whyever all this killing was about. That is what really did me in – The whole damn thing was about kill or be killed. What the fuck kind of life is that? After a while you lose compassion when you see or know too much. It’s like a bad movie you didn’t want to see in the first place -- and you keep seeing it over and over again and again until you just cannot look – then you cannot look away – it is too horrible to not look at or write about."
jim botkin/CPT-USA/RVN1971 <jbotkin@telepath.com>
noman, ok usa - Saturday, October 31, 1998 at 19:48:46 (CST)

Thanks. Just plain thank you to you and all the other "Dustys" who were there and understand. We understand you too.
Craig Gilkison <MajCGilk@AOL>
Hopewell, VA USA - Thursday, October 29, 1998 at 10:54:54 (CST)

Dusty, thanks for being there while I was here on the other end helping those you helped to live, my heart is full and the faces of so many travel through the alleys of memories buried in a time call Viet Nam. may peace finally settle upon all of us who served. Jodi Mekkers HM3 USN (medic) 1962-1968 US Navy Hospital Oakland, CA and USN Hospital San Diego.
Jodi Mekkers (georgie) <jodim@cyberhighway.net>
Eugene, OR USA - Tuesday, October 27, 1998 at 21:51:34 (CST)

I was searching the internet for a picture of a tear drop, so that I could use it to create a background for a poem I just finished, and I came across yours. I read a few of your poems, and I was touched even though I have never been a war. Thank you. Alisa
Alisa <mysticchild@mysticchild.com>
Mission Viejo, CA USA - Tuesday, October 27, 1998 at 19:39:57 (CST)

Great job Dusty! Found your web site while searching for members of the 29th Field Artillery. I served with two units in Vietnam...93rd Evacuation Hospital, Long Binh, 70-71 and 3rd Surgical Hospital, Binh Thuy/Can Tho, 71-72! Memories, memories, memories!
Dan Fisher <ziggy2@global2000.net>
Gansevoort, NY USA - Monday, October 26, 1998 at 16:14:56 (CST)

great work Dusty it grabed me by the throat and choked me till the tears flowed and please don,t underestimate the combat vets of nam we all appreciated the women especially the medical women that servived with us and took great care of us in the hours we most needed it. Semper Fi John Shriber
John Shriber <jshriber@capecod.net>
edgartown, ma USA - Sunday, October 25, 1998 at 00:00:26 (CDT)

My first time but I'm trying to find two people from the USS L. Y. SPEAR out of Norfolk Virgina back in 1984-87. MM3 William Holloway and Pamela Aaron (the rate escapes my currenty). Can you help or direct me to who can? thanks in advance!!
Sharon Stone <sstone@imisys.com>
Haddonfield, NJ USA - Friday, October 23, 1998 at 16:59:58 (CDT)

Dusty, Thanks for answering my email concerning a Cpt Halverson from the 93rd Evac (68-59). I realize she may not remember me but She went the extra mile. I will never forget the attention she afforded me. It's easy to forget the trauma you nurses experienced every day when we were being such big babies with what was happening to us. The majority of us got over our injuries and got on with our lives but you were witness to it all and it had to take a toll on you. We were given credit for being baby killers and what ever else but not until recently was your pain even recognized. I'm sure I'm not alone in expressing my heart felt thanks for the caring way you nurses preformed your duties.
Robert McCance <stretch1@netins.net>
Marietta, IL USA - Monday, October 19, 1998 at 17:34:15 (CDT)

I happened across your site while looking for a photograph to use as a cover to my college paper on Linda Van Devanter's book "Home Before Morning"...(western carolina university)... I have to ask... I thought I recognized a voice when I read the poem "Hello David." Am I wrong? Are you one in the same. Dusty, are you Linda? Either way, both are excellent. I'm glad our professor has "home before morning" as required reading. For all you do and did, this hug's for you and Sid...(couldn't think of another name to rhyme with did). Thank you for your valor, and God keep you from your sadness. C.Baker
Catherine Baker <bakerc@dnet.net>
Sylva, NC USA - Sunday, October 18, 1998 at 15:43:21 (CDT)

Dusty, My hat is off to any woman that served in NAM. I was senior corpsman with India Co 3rd Bat 5th Mar 1st Mar Div from May 1968 to June 1968. I saw some very couragous young women that I admired very much. It is always hard when you loose someone that you are caring for.
Ronald (Doc) Parlee <rtparlee@jps.net>
Redding, Ca USA - Friday, October 16, 1998 at 00:16:34 (CDT)

Hi Dusty, I was reading some of the stuff on ur page. It really touched me in the fact that u dont have anyone to talk to. Im not a vietnam vet, I was in central america doing what we werent doing. I dont have anybody else to talk to about my being there either. I guess what Im trying to say is that if U ever need or want to talk, let me know
John F. Jones <jfjones@wirefire.com>
Belpre, OH USA - Thursday, October 15, 1998 at 00:15:01 (CDT)

Some things are just meant to be! Hi Dusty, it took awhile but find you I did. I've often wanted to tell you a thing or two, so here's my oppertunity. 1) A very personal thank you from a airborne grunt that needed your help and the help of people like you. So from very deep in my heart thank you. 2) I hope it goes without saying how much I enjoy your work but if it needs saying I do enjoy your work. But above all, be good to yourself you deserve it. clyde
clyde a. wray <yourear@pacbell.net>
van nuys, ca USA - Tuesday, October 13, 1998 at 01:30:11 (CDT)

the poems are from the heart not the head and you say it so well god bless i all so write poetry.
alfred lang <alang1@bellsouth.net>
boiling springs, nc USA - Monday, October 12, 1998 at 01:53:24 (CDT)

Dusty, I can't be as elequant as many who have written in your guest book. I'm another Jarhead that was with a combat outfit stationed in I Corps 67-68. The 1st Battion 9th Marines. I have just recently allowed myself to open up to the fact that I was in Vietnam. ALl those horrors came back as clear as the days I spent there. So much emotion runs at high speed through me..that often I can't find the words to even express what I'm feeling and too afraid to tell what I'm seeing. Your poems have helped so much. Even today after all these years, you are still the healer...but this time you help heal the wounded spirit. You won't win them all...of course...but then...did any of us? Thank you Dusty..your an inspiration and a light on a dark path. Welcome home Sister...and may your days be at peace always. Tigr
tigr <tigr@earthlink.net>
USA - Sunday, October 11, 1998 at 20:54:18 (CDT)

Want another poem for your site? Ihave one thatI wrote and was read into the Congressional Record. It's called "OUR VET's". Drop me a line and let me know. LFK
Lawrence F. Kelly <lfk@intergrafix.net>
Hazleton, PA USA - Friday, October 09, 1998 at 17:57:32 (CDT)

Hi Dusty, Thank you for sharing your intimate wonderings, fears, and glimpses of reality within illusion/glimpses of illusion within reality. I was an infantryman in the Delta in '68-'69, never wounded in body, except for the time I let a track hatch slam shut on my head. By now you must have discovered lots of friends with whom the feelings about which you talk so clearly and with such insite have become common journies into and through the darkness into light. I know such sharing doesn't bring back what you mourn, or move you toward any miraculous change in perspective, that you didn't already have within you, hidden, but it is comforting and so wonderful to travel with others, especially those we served with when we finally get the nerve to find them. I wish you all the best in your quests. May you always retain the capasity to discover what you always have had, and the strength to face losing what you didn't have, and the wisdom to decide when it is time to stop looking for what will not be. This whole out-of-time thing is so confusing to those around us, but it seems like it is a leg up on aging in a unique way. I seemed to do better when I realized it wasn't just me; wasn't just us, alone, who had become cracked and shattered. If The World had been here when we got back, we would not have noticed so much, but the fact that it wasn't really means, it was cracked and shattered, too, but it won't admit it so easily, while we take all the burden for healing on our selves. I am amazed more don't see the parallels between our post Viet-Nam society and Germany's post WWI society. Pity! Take care.
Ed Andrews <EFAtrack@aol.com>
USA - Wednesday, October 07, 1998 at 04:17:22 (CDT)

Nice poem Dusty. I had to read it slow and read it twice... or so. It tells a story that all vets can see and hear. Thanks
Raider <raider@clear.lakes.com>
USA - Sunday, October 04, 1998 at 09:55:09 (CDT)

Dusty, I first heard of you when your poem, "Hello, David," was read by an actress (I think) on a Memorial Day telecast. This was several years ago so my memories are vague. What I do remember most was being moved to tears. I am a Vietnam vet ... and an amateur poet ... and I think I know quality when I encounter it. My view of your writing and thinking have only been re-enforced by finding your web page. Your description of your homecoming, with the strangeness of wearing class A's, family avoidance of talking about the war, emotional separation, etc. ... all mirror my own experience. Especially that insane desire to go back. But,in my case, I had a new-born daughter to raise, so I stayed. Keep up the good work and God bless. --Joe Welsh
Joseph M. Welsh <jwelsh@bestweb.net>
Mahopac, NY USA - Friday, September 25, 1998 at 01:31:23 (CDT)

DEAR DUSTY WHEN I RECIEVED THIS FROM A FRIEND FOR THE FIRST TIME IN DESCADES IT BRPOUGHT BACK THE MEMORIES OF THE NURSES AND MEDIC WHO SAVED MY LIFE IN THE NAM . YOU SEE DUSTY I HAD BEEN IN COUNTRY 17 MOTNS AND 6 DAYS , HAD REUPED FOR OCS AND WAS SHORT. I WAS ASKED TO LEAD A LRP MISSION , A SIMPLE BDA INTO CAMBODIA . 6 OF US LEFT THE SF COMPUND AT sONG BE 2 OF US ;LIVED . AFTER THE MEDIVAC IN NAM , ZAMA , TRIPLE THEN FT SAM FOR THE BURNS I WAS DISCHARGED AT THE AGE OF 22 CLOSE 23 IN 1972. i HAD A TRUMATIC AMUTATION OF MY LEFT LEG AND SIMPLY TOO MUCH DAMAGE TO MY RIGHT , MY CONEAS HAD BEEN BURNED BY THE FLASH OF THE EXPLOSION AS WELL AS OTHER PARTS OF MY BODY , I WAS IN BAD SHAPE DUSTY BUT HAD IT NOT BEEN FOR "YOU" THE NURSES WHOP HELD MY HAD , AND TALKED TO ME , GIVING ME HOPE . i DOUBT I WOULD BEHER ON THIS DAY TO THANKYOU . MY WIFE STOOD WITH ME dUSTY WE MARRIED AT 18 BEFORE I LEFT FOR THE NAM , TO DAY WE ARE STILL HAPPY AND IN LOVE . WE HAVE A DAUGHTER IN COLLEGE AT MY aLMA MATER ; YES dUSTY I WAS ABLE TO GO TO COLLEGE IN THE 80S . GOD BLESS YOU AND THOSE LIKE YOU DUSTY THANKYOU IS NOT ENOUH DAVID R
David <BFRDMR@aol.com>
Abingdon , Vi USA - Wednesday, September 23, 1998 at 12:19:08 (CDT)

Dear Dusty, I happened upon your page while looking for other writers. I was blessed by finding you. My husband was in the Gulf War. He lost three friends to the enemy. And I gained a life time of perspective about how precious life is and how lucky I am to have gotten him home. Veitnam was much worse in many ways but I only know what we went through during the gulf war, and I'll never forget. Go get em Girl. Tell Newt and any other S O B what it's like to be a true woman......
Kimberlee Johnson <Kimmie1@mindspring.com>
Villa Rica, Ga USA - Friday, September 18, 1998 at 11:29:31 (CDT)

Dear Dusty, I just came upon your website by chance and was truly touched by it. I have just finished work on a new book that takes a look at the wars of this century, through personal interviews and written accounts of veterans, "Hell, Healing, and Resistance: Veterans Speak" by Daniel Hallock. (I worked as his secretary.) HH&R is a devastating book, and working on it totally changed my perceptions of war and the military. "Hello David" is quoted in the book. Daniel Hallock is now touring the country with his book. He is interested in getting in touch with veterans groups, and he is concerned, too, to hear more stories of women. He feels it is important that society listen to what veterans have to share, because--whether we know it or not--we are all affected by the wars our country has fought. Is there a way I can get in touch with you? I do not have email. (I do understand that you have chosen to remain anonymous, and I don't want to infringe on your privacy.) I would love to hear from anyone who is interested in sharing (or hearing) stories from Vietnam, the Gulf War, or others. Emmy Barth, PO Box 903, Rifton, NY 12471
Emmy Barth
Rifton, NY USA - Thursday, September 17, 1998 at 17:46:48 (CDT)

I am an undergraduate student at Loyola Marymount University. I am studying in a class taught by Dr. Gail Wronsky, on the poetry of witness. I am preparing an oral presentation on women who served in the Vietnam War, and intend to read a few of Dusty's poems. Because I have grown up with the notion I am as strong and effective as any man, and because I have grown up with no wartime experiences, the content of this poetry is distant and devastating to me. I know peace, and I know equality. I have not experienced bombs, amputations, nor death nor tragedy. I have not experienced severe sexism, and I have not been excluded from an activity claiming to be only of the male sex. Dusty's poetry, among hundreds of other authors of poetry of witness, have placed me as much into their shoes as I can fit, and it scares me to death. Thank you for the reality check.
Bridget Kolakosky <bkolakos@stdntpop.lmu.edu>
Los Angeles, CA USA - Thursday, September 17, 1998 at 16:12:39 (CDT)

i wasn't sure there was any poems about nurses. as a student nurse, i was
curious to find out, and came across this by accident. it is very touching.
loan pham <lpham415@aol.com>
san francisco, ca USA - Friday, September 11, 1998 at 19:28:13 (CDT)

I read all your work and I am awed by it.   During the Vietnam conflict, I was a eight year old child.  Even then, I remember thinking that I wish I was old enough to have served. I would have. Thank you for writing about it. 
Debbie Billick, RN <mohea@hotmail.com>
MD USA - Monday, August 31, 1998 at 17:38:42 (CDT)

DUSTY I ENJOY YOUR POEMS SHORTY
SHORTY
USA - Monday, August 31, 1998 at 17:50:31 (CDT)

A friend pointed me to your website... excellent work. If you ever want to submit something to my zine, Zero City, that would be great. You might enjoy the work of a friend of mine, Hans Ebner: http://www.ws-network.com/ebner/
Michael McNeilley <mcn@techline.com>
Aberdeen, WA USA - Thursday, August 27, 1998 at 04:01:43 (CDT)

Hi, I have spent so much time with you and your spouse, and while I knew about your service in Nam, like most things about that war, I didn't see it in any context. A few months ago, when Gerardo posted your poem on recon-j, I was really touched. Now, that intrepid surfer has posted your URL, so you may be getting some response other than I, but when we see each other again, you must tell me more about this. Love to you both Jerry
Jerry Blaz <ffdog@earthlink.net>
Tarzana, CA USA - Sunday, August 23, 1998 at 18:04:23 (CDT)

Good day, Dusty. Very good poems. I wrote many while in Vietnam and upon returning to the World in 1970. I just finished a two year project on a book about my Nam experiences and the nurses and Donut Dollies are well mentioned. My unit was called the Orient Express and we ran convoys out of Long Binh seven days a week. The Donut Dollies were always in the convoy staging area to cheer us up.
Franklin D. Rast <rastfd@bellsouth.net>
Baton Rouge, La USA - Wednesday, August 19, 1998 at 21:43:25 (CDT)

i am a suppoter of the Vietnam Veterans of America. I would like to say to ALL, WELCOME HOME AND THANKS: May God bless each and everyone. A friend who cares, sandra
sandra boozer <redvette@network-one.com>
smithville, ms USA - Sunday, August 16, 1998 at 22:26:13 (CDT)

Dusty, your poetry is beautiful. I was in the Navy Hospital corps from 70 to 72, it financed my way through nursing school. Now I am the President of the New Orleans District Nurses Association. We are having a special program this Veteran's Day to honor Vietnam Veteran nurses. If anyone out there knows any in the New Orelans area please let me know so I can invite them personally. Connie Stevens is coming to present her documentary "A Healing", it will be a very special evening. Keep trucking Dusty, its a beautiful life! Cathie B.
Cathie B. Flores <CBFloresRN@aol.com>
New Orleans, LA USA - Thursday, August 13, 1998 at 22:08:38 (CDT)

Hi D, Came back to read what I had to skip over the last time. You have done a great job, but I did catch a major mistake in "Losing It". The LAST thing you are is a "rusting relic wrinkled and fading". You are special. Welcome Home Sis, thanks for being there,and thanks for some great poetry. Bob L, #242, 101st Abn 67-68
Bob L <Monguz43>
Chicago, Il USA - Thursday, August 13, 1998 at 18:25:36 (CDT)

loved your site, poem, and recording. Had a waterfall show up from out of nowhere. Moving wall in Tol. Oh on aug 17-23. Taking compu there will be on live (net) at site going to try to hook your recording to a PA sys. WELCOME HOME SIS Jerry 1st cav div 69-70
Jerry horton <j6970vet@aol.com>
temperence, mi USA - Tuesday, August 11, 1998 at 18:20:04 (CDT)

Vietnam Veteran, Site Great!, 1st M.P. Div and 1st S.F. Grp. Central Intelligence! Very strong supporter of Nurse and Sister Veterans "and" POW/MIA issues and org. Just visiting God bless sister!! Keep updated pls. Love ya! Harlan
Harlan A. Hanna, '65-'66 <hannaharlh@hotmail.com>
Knoxville,, TN USA - Tuesday, August 11, 1998 at 01:51:19 (CDT)

AS A DOOR GUNNER I DID OLLAT OF DUST-OFF. WE TOOK THEM TO THE HOSPITAL IN CHU LIA. YOU NURSES DESERVE MORE CREDIT THEN YOU HAVE GOTTEN.WELCOME HOME. YOU HAVE EARN MY LOVE AND RESPECT. 68-69 CHU LIA, 71-71 CHU LIA & DA NANG
ROLAND PELLETIER <eagle9@cybertours.com>
BIDDEFORD, ME USA - Friday, August 07, 1998 at 21:29:19 (CDT)

Dear Dusty, I just want to send a big hug and thank you for you and all your sister ministering angels in OD. Especially those who held the hand of a scared-shitless 19 year old private who thought he was going to lose his "privates" at 93rd EVAC "Hello David..." still affects me more than any film, poem or prose work I've ever read. Thank you, thank you thank you!!!!
greg nelson <gnelson@email.usps.gov>
chippewa falls, wi USA - Wednesday, August 05, 1998 at 15:17:16 (CDT)

Dear Dusty, It is truly a pleasure to meet you, if only on-line. I have been using your poetry in my Vietnam War Course for many years, and I want to say that you have made an incredible impact on both myself and my students. I did not fight in Vietnam, but am a member of Vietnam Veterans of America and have traveled to Vietnam to study at the University of Hue.Thank you so much for your poetry. It has done so much for so many people. Peace.
Jeff Billard <jefblrd@massed.net>
Buzards Bay, MA USA - Saturday, August 01, 1998 at 23:12:50 (CDT)

Beautiful
Anne Watson <frome50@cheerful.com>
UK - Saturday, August 01, 1998 at 19:07:06 (CDT)

Dusty it's hard to type through the tears. Thank you from the very center of my being for all you have done and continue to do still. Your poems are blessed.Still healing, Junny (Det4.4th APS, Pleiku RVN 71-72)
Junny Jackson <jack121@ibm.net>
Archdale, NC USA - Thursday, July 30, 1998 at 23:33:49 (CDT)

Hi Dusty - loved listening to your poem. Nearly had me in tears I must admit. Your piece about your homecoming seemed to be me sitting there in your place. I wanted to return to Vietnam too, because I felt alienated from the "Real World", but never got the chance. Thank you for your service, from a Vet from "Down Under" in Australia.
John Casey <sirjohn@coastnet.net.au>
Torquay, Qld Australia - Thursday, July 30, 1998 at 00:01:55 (CDT)

Dusty just read your "Welcome Home" and did it ever sound familar. Welcome home from a fellow Vet.
Dick Hughes <dick@crosscreekgroves.com>
Hawthorne, Fl USA - Wednesday, July 29, 1998 at 17:36:13 (CDT)

Dusty,I will have to come back and take a closer look. Your site looks well done though. I too write poetry about that time period. Although I was never actually over there, I was at a base that was the returning site for many of the guys that were there. I worked in the hospital with our wounded. Many never survived even after returning to the states and none of them were ever exactly the same.
Mikki <Wyndrdr@aol.com>
okla. USA - Wednesday, July 29, 1998 at 14:41:19 (CDT)

Hi D, Bob from 242. I recognized the name and the" David" poem. Nice job on the web site! Don't be such a stranger, kid. Best wishes from all of us, and hi to L also. Maybe see you guys in September?Bob
Bob L. <Mongoose43>
Chicago, Il USA - Tuesday, July 28, 1998 at 19:27:45 (CDT)

Dear Dusty, I have been reading the works of those who served and put into printtheir experiences. The reason being I remeber being a teenagerin the 60s and 70s and aside from what I saw on T.V., I reallydidnt pay too much attention. It is to my shame and this is a belated thank you to allwho served. I am a nurse myself and your poems, especiallyDear David is incredibly beautiful. Again thanks to allfrom a Canadian!
josephine smith <josmith@mb.sympatico.ca>
winnipeg, manitoba - Sunday, July 26, 1998 at 22:17:28 (CDT)

WELCOME HOME TO ALL:MAY GOD BLESS EACH AND EVERYONE WHO WAS THERE.I WOULD LOVE TO HEAR FROM ANYONE. A FRIEND WHO CARES, SANDRA
SANDRA K. BOOZER <REDVETTE@NETWORK-ONE.COM>
SMITHVILLE, MS USA - Sunday, July 26, 1998 at 18:02:49 (CDT)

Dusty,Thanks and welcome home.mikeUSMC 1st Marine Div Vietnam '66-'67, '69-'70.
Mike N <novitski.2.osu.edu>
Helena, Oh USA - Monday, July 20, 1998 at 21:29:58 (CDT)

JUST WANTED TO SAY ,I WAS THERE AND YOUR POEMS BRING TEARS TO MY EYES ! GOD BLESS YOU ! LOUIE
Louie o. kroh <LKROH@worldnet.att.net>
HALIFAX, PA USA - Saturday, July 18, 1998 at 12:05:02 (CDT)

I served with the Australian Army Nursing Corps at Vung Tau in 1967/68, being one of the first four Australian Army Nurses sent to SVN. Met lots of US Army Nurses..can't remember names (victim of the dreaded PTSD). Known to most there as "Big Red" because of my prominent red hair colour.Would like tohear from any nurses who were there during that time who have any recollections of the Australian Army Nurses. Have enjoyed reading the home page, poem and guest book. Will revisit this site and hope that some of the other girls who were there will contact me...Maggie
Maggie Hopcraft nee Ahern <hoppie@one.net.au>
Brisbane, Qld Australia - Friday, July 17, 1998 at 10:09:30 (CDT)

I'M A COMBAT WOUNDED VETERAN 11b40 JUST A GRUNT199TH 1970 5TH INF 1971 DUSTY WAS PLUGGING UP HOLES IN ME WHILE DR WORK ON OTHERSI DO NOT KNOW WHO SHE WAS BUT NOW I HAVE A NAME SHE WAS MYDUSTY THANKS SWEETHEART
SSG LAWRENCE RYAN <ARYAN04@SNET.NET>
newington, ct USA - Monday, July 13, 1998 at 13:26:57 (CDT)

thank you .there's no words to say what i'm feeling. dak to 6-68-6-69.
rocky zimmerman <rockyz@palmnet.net>
satellite bch , fl USA - Saturday, July 11, 1998 at 21:57:25 (CDT)

My son was killed January 31, 1968 during the Tet Offensive. I just heard you read your peom, 'David'. It touched me deeply. I just want to thank you for being there for all the 'Davids' when we couldn't be.
Peggy Osborn
Conway, AR USA - Saturday, July 11, 1998 at 09:50:28 (CDT)

Dusty....After knowing you from our chat room for some time, yesterday was my first visit to your home page. I was sooverwhelmed I couldn't bring myself to sign your guest bookuntil today. None of us who weren't there can ever fullyunderstand what it was like for those of you who were, but your poetry brought me a little closer. Hello David and Like Emily Dickinson were especially powerful. You have touched my heart! Love, Bonnie
Bonnie (Upst8NYr) <bmcgrath@erols.com>
USA - Friday, July 10, 1998 at 14:59:43 (CDT)

I am the daughter of a Vietnam Vet. He served as a very young man. My mother is a nurse and read this poem to me many years ago, until last night at the moving wall I had forgtten about this poem.I am glad to see it agian, it let's people know what the nurses went through as well as the soldiers who were fighting. Thank you.
Heather Abbott <habbott1@expert.cc.purdue.edu>
West Lafayette, IN USA - Tuesday, July 07, 1998 at 08:28:49 (CDT)

G'day Dusty,(G'day means good day)I'm a AUSSIE viet.vet served with Infantry with 2 RAR 67/69 as a M/C gunner and a forward scout,Dusty I hope you may be able to help my friend who was a dustoff crewman 69/70 he wants to make contact with a Raymond Alvares he was with E4 or E5 247th Dustoff Vaungtau/Phanrang,if you do locate him ask him to ring Tony Huntley phone number is 61249581884 we be very gratefull for your search,we'll owe you a beer see ya and thanks. Henry
Henry Stevens <http://www.hstevens@mpx.com au>
Beresfield N.S.W.2322, Australia - Tuesday, July 07, 1998 at 07:56:55 (CDT)

Your poetry is Phenomenal! I'm 19 years old and am completely fascinated byVietnam! I've read every book, saw every movie, and talked to as many veteransas I've had a chance to. I too, am a poet and I have written several poems and a short story ofVietnam...my first Vietnam War poem was written when I was 11...I so very dearlyrespect and love the war veterans, and I know that deep in my heart that most of youare my saviour for having fought for our country. I hope to someday collect more of mypoetry and prose to publish, and one entire chapter will be dedicated to those whofought in the war in Vietnam. Please keep writing, your poetry is beautiful! Take care and God Bless!!
Jennifer L. Moore <juanmoorebeer@hotmail.com>
Hampton, VA USA - Sunday, July 05, 1998 at 21:28:36 (CDT)

I was a member of Apache 5, Recon team 3/12 inf. 4 th Div from Aug 67 to Aug 68. I was stationed at Dak To from Nov 67 to Aug 68. would love to hear from any of you guys .Welcome Home
Michael L. Moomey <miko@starcomm.net>
Bray, Ok USA - Sunday, July 05, 1998 at 07:41:27 (CDT)

I was with the 146th signal co. in pleiku from aug 72 -mar 73 (ceasefire). this brings back a lot of memories.I am visually impaired with a lot of time on my hands.would love to talk to any other nam vets.
charles holden <cholden@panacom.com>
panama city, fl USA - Friday, July 03, 1998 at 19:04:24 (CDT)

Dear Dusty,I first heard actress Kathy Bates read your poem "Hello, David" several years ago at an event on the lawn of the U.S. Capitol. I was moved to tears then, just as I am now after having found it on the Internet.I,too, live with PTSD as a result of several tragedies and long-term/repeated traumas and, although I cannot say that I understand your experiences in Viet Nam and afterwards, I do know what it feels like to be exposed to human atrocity, and the "secondary" wounding that others can inflict. And I know what it feels like to awaken in a cold sweat when sleep does finally come -- and the isolation and unspeakable sorrow that strikes when least expected.Thank you for your moving and life-full way of sharing part of your experiences and pain.
Lana Lawrence <lawrence@movingforward.org>
Arlington, VA USA - Thursday, July 02, 1998 at 16:10:39 (CDT)

Dusty, just a short one for you.drumbeats98Again I hear the beat of drums,and see the bunting red and blue,the columns marching in the street,and uniforms of every hue.The time has come again I see,to raise the ghosts of wartime past,and thank them for their gifts of life,to pay for wars that aren’t the last. April 98Forests of Stone (Memorial Day 98)What strange woods are these, you ask?With muted faces all in rows,and all the same in sun do bask,hark, in the past the bells do toll,One day a year the pilgrims come,and lay fresh flowers at the base,of each stone trunk so broad and straightto remember still, their young one’s face,So many wars have sown these fruits,and represent the homeland’s best,a multitude of youth, here spent,so honorably deserving rest.Sah 4/98ThanksSteve
Steve Hill <shill@mdsroc.com>
Rochester, ny USA - Tuesday, June 30, 1998 at 15:52:00 (CDT)

Hi DustyI served with the 3rd Bn 1st Marines 70-71. I stepped on a mine which I suffered major trauma throughout my body which has me limited disabled. I am also suffering from PTSD also and I read your letter about the subject. I feel you pain and your suffering. But most of all I wish to thank you and your fellow nurses and Docs that kept me alive. Without yalls love and support I am here now.I dont know if anyone has said this through the years--Thanks and love from. All recongtion should be placed on yall with full and just honors. Yall played a major factor in the War.Love ,Ship
Granville Dunaway <Dunway1>
Jackson, Ms USA - Sunday, June 28, 1998 at 18:29:31 (CDT)

Dusty:I enjoyed your poetry much. I was a flight medic with the 57th Med. Det.(HA). Have great respect for the nurses and doctors of VietNam. Was invited to a birthday party in the Mekong Delta, Nov 1970. Guest of honor was a 11 year old girl. The VC gave her a home made gernade for her birthday. She survied with traumatic amputationf the right arm. Could not save her Mother. Still regret that.
Larry Brown <LARRYBROWN@PRODIGY.NET>
Delta, Co. USA - Saturday, June 27, 1998 at 03:56:19 (CDT)

I can't express how moved I was in reading "David". I was wounded the last time while serving with Bravo Co. 1st Batt. 5th Marines.A Navy nurse wiping my forehead with a cool face clothe was the first thing I saw when I came to...I thought I died and went to Heaven.I thank you from the bottom of my heart for all you did for us. God Bless You and keep you well.God brought us back for a reason....I have to believe that or there would be no reason to stick around.I think I know why He brought you back.mick0311 USMC
mick carey <mick0311@efortress.com>
newport, ri USA - Wednesday, June 24, 1998 at 13:01:27 (CDT)

You are a WONDERFUL person! With a great sense of humor... LOVE your bit on Newt! I'm paralyzed due to a brain hemorrhage in 1978. There's some poetry and prose by me on The Oracular Tree, if you wanted to see some. God bless you!
Robert Meyer <robert.meyer@nellis.af.mil>
Las Vegas, NV USA - Tuesday, June 23, 1998 at 16:06:30 (CDT)

Dusty,I got to your page via a link from Dan Mouer's web site.There is no doubt in my mind I'm not going to say this well, but here it is.THANK YOU!What you and other nurses did for us has never been acknowleged and should be.How you dealt with it....I'll never know. But I'm thankful that you did. (Give me a firefight and I can handle it, what you folks did is beyond anything I can do)I can't imagine how tough it was for you to deal with all you've had to.People forget that folks in combat need nurses and in Nam they got incoming too. I haven't forgotten.God Bless you sister!-Gunny-
Corey <nimage@swbell.net>
Kansas City, MO USA - Thursday, June 18, 1998 at 14:06:25 (CDT)

Hello Dusty, I am writing a research paper on women Vietnam Vets for a class that I am taking on the Vietnam Conflict at De Anza College. I'm having some problems however, finding books on WOMEN Vets. Please let me know if you have any suggestions. Thnaks for sharing your page. -Tara
Tara McKenzie <tom8a@aol.com>
Boulder Creek, CA USA - Wednesday, June 17, 1998 at 23:16:20 (CDT)

Hi Iam an RN for 30 years. Now teaching 3 nites withARC nursing asst. program.I have 4 cats and two yorkies. Love your poems. Lookingfor a chat room for nurses. I am new at computer . If anyone could help me E mail me. Thanks Wilma
Wilma S. Mason <wsm10@gte.net>
Winter Haven, Florida USA - Tuesday, June 16, 1998 at 06:53:03 (CDT)

Dusty, I am deeply moved by your poem "David". I am a graduate student in Manhattan. During my life I have always read poetry from nurses in Vietnam & the men who were comforted by them. They fought for a country which needs to show honor -- I think your web page does that . . . and more. Thank you for having this web page.
Peeps <PPeonies@aol.com>
NYC, NY USA - Thursday, June 11, 1998 at 15:51:14 (CDT)

Hi Dusty, I came across your page while I was putting animage together, a kind of Vietnam memorial, and I wouldlike to use "My Dead Are Not Silent" as part of this image.I would also like to send you a print or a digital file (or both)if you wish. Please let me know if this is OK.Thanks
Jim Metz <jfm1@raex.com>
USA - Tuesday, June 09, 1998 at 19:05:56 (CDT)

HiYa DustyThought I would let ya know I made the link to your HP from mineGREAT PAGE HON !!! Keep up the good work...a lot more is needed for our Vets.
Larry (Smokin67) <ldusing@hotmail.com>
Orlando, fl USA - Tuesday, June 09, 1998 at 17:00:48 (CDT)

Hi Dusty!! Remember me, Sgt. Bunch? I was with you from A Co.,5th Mech from late March 66 until late May 66. My wifesays "God Bless You" and all the other women who watched overour men Hope you will email me. Would love to hear from you!You still saying "Muncha, muncha, Fritos"?Sincerely,Jimmy
Jimmy Bunch <halfbreed@mindspring.com>
Pine Mountain, GA USA - Sunday, June 07, 1998 at 20:34:16 (CDT)

You are a very special person.
Sharon K. Maris, EMT-P <MarisaKay1@ aol.com>
Tx City, TX USA - Monday, June 01, 1998 at 05:34:30 (CDT)

There aren't adequate words to express the admiration I have for the nurses who served in Viet Nam. I had planned to go there myself, but (fortunately) the war ended before I was old enough to go. After reading all the books I can find from nurses that served there, I'm not so sure how I would have handled it. I've read so often that vets feel no one wants to hear what they went through, but that's not true of everyone. There are some of us who admire you very much and do want to listen to what you had to endure. It must have been more than we could ever imagine. I just wanted you to know I think you are very special.
Sharon K. Maris, EMT-P <Marisakay1@aol.com>
Texas City, TX USA - Monday, June 01, 1998 at 05:30:30 (CDT)

LOOKING FOR ANY ONE THAT WAS IN 25TH INF 725 MAINT. BN. CO. "D" PLEIKU VN. JAN-APRIL 1966SHELDON PERCHICK
SHELON PERCHICK <SLPERCHICK@EARTHLINK.NET>
BISTOL, PA USA - Sunday, May 31, 1998 at 21:06:52 (CDT)

Dusty, 1st i want to say that "David" gave me chills. I appreciate your words very much. I am a writer of all sorts and a recently-published poet, but that's not why I enter in your guestbook. Last eve I had been researching WWII for a couple of hours looking for info on the "freak" accidental death of a WAAC in an experimental photographic unit stateside, namely my grandmother. Getting tired, I entered her name and came up with 1 hit--your guestbook. I read every word, growing more engrossed by the second, but never found out why her name brought me to you. If you have the time, please e-mail me and maybe we can kick it around. I saved your website for further reading. LOVE AND GODSPEED IN YOUR FUTURE ENDEAVORS.
Tammy <Tammy.Asbery@gte.com>
Indianapolis, IN USA - Friday, May 29, 1998 at 22:33:26 (CDT)

Your poem was really moving!! I love it!!! =0)
Lisa M Swanger <NoFakeIDs@aol.com>
LaVista, NE USA - Friday, May 29, 1998 at 19:27:16 (CDT)

Would you mind if I shared your poem on the radio during the time that the Vietnam Memorial Wall is in our hometown? Please let me know! Thanks
Dave Sposito
USA - Thursday, May 28, 1998 at 00:22:19 (CDT)

This was an event that should never have happened, where the government, apparently needing more on their hands, stuck their nose where it didn't belong, and still haven't learned from this obvious mistake. Now, they find that they've caused too much pain and suffering that they want to account for. I learned the hard way to never sneak up on my father and scare him. I'd forgotten the war, but he lives with it everyday. He remembers the nurses, the doctors, his platoon, his buddies (dead and alive), and everything else. My father and I went deer hunting and lost him. I couldn't find him, he snuck up on me, and when I asked where he was, he said, "You walked right by me. I saw you." We both were wearing navy blue overalls and nothing over them. Not too many people mention what the vets' kids suffered due that war either. I'm very sorry it happened and I have the greatest amount of heartfelt sympathy for everyone over there that struggled through it all those hour long minutes that lasted forever. I will take this opportunity to thank you, Dusty, for doing what you did over there. For all I know, you held my dad's hand once. Thank you.
Jennifer
MD USA - Monday, May 25, 1998 at 15:24:24 (CDT)

Dear all who took time to read Dusty's poetry..I know Dusty personally.. And I can attribute to her as being one fantastic lady...She gives 200% of her heart to her work and to her poetry...I am glad to know this lady and have been truly blessed to have her in my life..She paid a price for serving our country, and I think it is our time to pay her back, for her devotion and committment to the people she has helped in her life time...This is to you Dusty, I love you now, and I will love you forever... Pattye Taylor--SITH patthcat@bellsouth.net
Pattye Taylor <patthcat@bellsouth.net>
Knoxville, TN USA - Sunday, May 24, 1998 at 15:26:59 (CDT)

Poetry about Viet Name (or fiction) is tough to write. There's no glory and guts to celebrate. You do it well. I used to wonder how a nurse could survive that scene. We grunts were medivaced quickly so our buddies didn't have to see us...but not so the medical personnel. You see to have survived pretty well. Poetry is a way of not going crazy. Isn't it. I like your language, direct, pointed, ironic. I was never able to write about my experience there. 2 poems, only. Congratulations. I should/will have a new email address in a day or so. Write on.
jess wynn <wynn&atdd.noaa.gov>
oak ridge, tn USA - Friday, May 22, 1998 at 11:50:07 (CDT)

I'm 18 and have never been interestded in history, but when i saw Forest Gump i slowly got into the Vietnam War,adn especially into the fact that the vets got help for their mental problems and the women did not.Abd they all ended up with the same effects as the men did. Thank you for writing this so i can get a better picture of what happend. sincerly, Shauna Bennett
Shauna Bennett <xtc_69_007@hotmail.com>
Morgan Hill, ca USA - Tuesday, May 19, 1998 at 13:37:13 (CDT)

Dusty, Really liked "David". Thank you for writing it. Checked out your website when I read something about " writing by a woman who was a nurse in Viet-Nam". Was struck by the contrast of me being a " Nurse who was a man (boy, really) in Viet_Nam. As a former critical care nurse (Lubbock, Tex. Sat. night knife & gun club) your poem about David struck home, put a lump in my throat. I have written a book of poetry but have yet to touch on my nursing or my Viet-Nam stuff. Reading you encourages me. I was an REMF at 4th division headquarters at Dragon Mountain, outside of Pleiku from Oct. 66-67. I almost cried when they said no combat arms branches cause I wanted to be a Green Beret so dam bad. Now I know God was looking out for me. No wounds, no bad memories no PTSD, just a history of the Surreal. God bless you and keep you. Patrick.
Patrick Lincoln <patrickpoet@sedona.net>
Jerome , Az USA - Tuesday, May 19, 1998 at 01:43:23 (CDT)

I think your poems are truly heartful. If everyone could see through your eyes we would all despise war. (Which some of us do already) I appreciate your onlook on what it was like. Thank you. Megan
Megan Inglis
Hampton, NH USA - Monday, May 18, 1998 at 11:42:30 (CDT)

Thanks for the material. I am a high school English teacher looking for different perspectives on the Vietnam experience. I appreciate what you and thousands of others did for our country. Keep the faith.
Kristin Price
USA - Sunday, May 17, 1998 at 11:57:38 (CDT)

Hi Dusty, I was one of the original members of the 12th Evac that shipped from Ft. Ord to Viet-Nam by ship in 1966. I was a SGT-E-5 at the time. Your poetry brings back memories.
Jodie Mitchell <JMITCH3285@aol.com>
San Antonio, Tx USA - Wednesday, May 13, 1998 at 14:11:34 (CDT)

Looking for USS William H. Standley (DLG-32) shipmates for a reunion - particularly the '71 around the world cruise. Email: GunnerM@webtv.net
Charles F. Mitchell <GunnerM@Webtv.net>
Clifton, NJ USA - Sunday, May 10, 1998 at 12:43:17 (CDT)

I HAVE FOUND THE POEM VERY EMOTIONAL I WISH YOU ALL THE SUCCESS IN THE FUTURE
ben dover <jimi@indigo.ie>
dublin, ireland - Thursday, May 07, 1998 at 10:52:54 (CDT)

This is Emmett Queen. I would like you to visit my Messageboard at http://www.InsideTheWeb.com/messageboard/mbs.cgi/mb68026 It is for members of B & D/1/3 or anyother who would like to post a message or left B & D/1/3 to go to other units. Won't you help me get started, untill my Web Page is completed. Thanks Emmett also go to thrdmardiv@aol.com
Emmett W Queen Sgt. Retired <ewqusmc@att.net>
Tampa, Fl USA - Monday, April 27, 1998 at 12:45:33 (CDT)

i really liked hello david myname is dusty :-)
sarah corley <dime10bags@aol>
philippi, wv USA - Tuesday, April 21, 1998 at 12:21:36 (CDT)

I write Poetry too, and they are War Poems. I think your work is very good. Thanks for helping the Vets remember the Women who served too, but like they could forget..... Sarah
Sarah <freedom68_69>
Dallas, Tx USA - Saturday, April 18, 1998 at 17:08:47 (CDT)

Dusty, I just read your "Welcome Home". When I came home to my wife and son, I experienced much the same thing. I guess most of us never really came home.....our homecomings are more realistically shared with those with whom we served, for most people didn't and still don't understand.
Ken Jones <Kenneth.Jones@astra.us.astra.com>
Fitchburg, MA USA - Tuesday, April 14, 1998 at 08:01:42 (CDT)

Dusty, I want to thank you. I had several friends,a neighbor, a cousin and my husband that went to Vietnam. Only my husband and neighbor came home. I would love to think that the others had someone like you at their side when they left this world. If you get a chance to visit my webpage, there is a poem I wrote in tribute to the nurses who served in Nam. May God Bless you Dusty and Welcome Home.
Lois Adams <mrsyat@mindspring.com>
York, Pa USA - Friday, April 10, 1998 at 13:31:12 (CDT)

Hey I am another poet with the first name of dusty. please feel free to e-mail me i WOULD LOVE TO HEAR AND READ SOME OF YOUR WORK . (djt9042@ksu.edu)
Dusty Thomas <djt9042@ksu.edu>
manhattan , ks USA - Friday, April 10, 1998 at 01:43:16 (CDT)

I was researching information for my sister when I came across your web page. My sister is MaryLu M. Ostergren who served as an operating room nurse in Vietnam with the Army Nurse Corps at the 71st Evacuation Hospital in Pleiku from 1968 to 1969. If anyone remembers her and would like to contact her please do so through me. She has often wondered what happened to those she served with in Vietnam. Dusty - she also wrote poetry for Visions of War, Dreams of Peace. Thanks
Bette <Bette.Jane.Baxter.Corporate.Ceridian.com>
Bloomington, MN USA - Wednesday, April 08, 1998 at 23:22:18 (CDT)

Dusty, can upon your prose....it stroked my wounded soul. I was a warrior/healer with the 2nd Bn 1st Mar aka "corpsman" Rvn 68/69. you have found a way to articulate to those who have never seen, what cannot be expressed with mere words. To care for those who gave so much is only for a few.....may your continuing journey be blessed and brought into full illumination.
Doc Larry Hoffmann <bubble@traverse.com>
Traverse City, MI USA - Saturday, April 04, 1998 at 11:34:54 (CST)

I'm a seventeen year old female. My greatest wish is to be able to serve my country through the military. I admire the women who have come before me and hope that nothing I do will disgrace them.
Samantha
USA - Thursday, April 02, 1998 at 11:26:45 (CST)

I am researching a novel that has central characters with PTSD from Vietnam. I was completely stumped on finding info on nurses until Don Poss gave me the clues that led to you. I would like permission to use your homepage as part of my book and possibly some of your poetry. Please let me know about any of your questions, comments or concerns. Thanks, a sister in spirit, Cindy.
Cindy L. Ellis MEd,CASAC <CEllis1212@aol.com>
Cherry Creek, NY USA - Wednesday, April 01, 1998 at 11:57:16 (CST)

Dusty, I came across this page just surfing and the wife and I just cannot get away from the letters from the brothers and the other interested people. Your poetry is great. God Bless the women!!!! My brother David died from his wounds suffered in Nam. You were an angel among them. God bless you and your sisters. Pray for peace. Denny
Denny Larson <dlarson@conpoint.com>
Norfolk, ne USA - Tuesday, March 31, 1998 at 22:21:28 (CST)

Hello Dusty...I am a nurse in my high school's production of "WALL". I didn't really understand what I was in for. Yesterday, the director/writer told myself and the other nurses about what it was really like, and I was hit hard. I am worried that I can't really display everything I should in my few minutes on stage, but I will try. I think your poetry is amazing, and I think that what you and so many others have done is amazing. I'll never forget this. You are a true role model. I've got a lot to learn in my life, but I think this is one of the most important things. Thankyou for helping my understand.
Jamie <jlinn82@hotmail.com>
Holly, MI USA - Saturday, March 28, 1998 at 21:08:45 (CST)

Dusty, Every year we have a Memorial Day assembly at our school, Old Rochester Regional Junior High School. This year's theme is Women in the Military. We have already scheduled at female veteran for our guest speaker and Mr. Leo Paradis who is organizing our assembly is looking for ideas to incorporate into this presentationn. I was so moved by your poem, "David" that I would like to ask your permission to have it read by one of our students during the assembly. I look forward to hearing from you. Thank you on behalf or ORRJHS. Anne E. Silva
Anne E. Silva <AnneS73390@aol.com>
Fall River, MA USA - Friday, March 27, 1998 at 10:42:21 (CST)

Dusty, I think I have written to tyou a couple times now looking for info on Marilyn McMahon. I am sorry to say that none of my internet connections have gotten me very far, but thank you very much for helping. I have finally tracked down the publishing company of the book I got her poetry from, and hopefully, I will have the paperwork I need soon. Thank you very much! Kitt
Kitt Jennings <hhslib@wtrt.net>
Hereford, TX USA - Monday, March 23, 1998 at 12:36:57 (CST)

Dear Dusty, I first became familiar with you when I saw your poem "David" in a museum. For the last 8 years I have been haunted by Vietnam I can't explain it. I don't understand it. I can't talk about it because it doesn't make any sense to me. I have clung to your poetry and taken it into my soul like the soldiers who served and especially those that died. Even now I find it hard to write this. The tears are falling and I can't explain why or how. All I know is the hole. Please keep writing. You are helping so many of us that are trying to figure things out. Vietnam is not in the past, I am proof that it has scarred someone in my generation.
Melanie Reding McCullough <sarahrarnwil@worldnet.att.net>
Kalamazoo, MI USA - Sunday, March 22, 1998 at 12:55:49 (CST)

This is the first time I have really been able to contact with you in all these years. For years I never knew how much that one year in the 67th Evac destroyed parts of me. Then, once I knew, I had no way to express it. Your poem "David" gave me that way. In some way I have to thank you for the sanity I have today. Your poem and Lynda VanDevanter Buckley's book have helped me to be who I am today... Love and Peace Norma J. Griffiths 67th Evac. Hosp. - Triage. 9/69 - 9/70
Norma Jean Griffiths <Nojog@aol.com>
Ft. Myers , FL USA - Sunday, March 22, 1998 at 06:58:16 (CST)

Dusty, We have tried for years to forget..the unforgetable. As a Vet, Nurse, and a Woman...you have managed to keep us aware of a time in all of our lives that will always be a part of our future. My words are meaningless if I attempt to describe my feelings about your poetry...my words would not be able to give it justice. Since healing takes on many faces..I am going to link to your page until you tell me not to do so..eesince we share the same "Treehouse". Semper Fi..........SIS Tigr
Casey <tigr@earthlink.net>
USA - Saturday, March 21, 1998 at 09:00:27 (CST)

War is not thing to be glorified and never a thing that can be forgotten. I'm 19 right now and the closest thing I've seen of a war is The Gulf War. I pray that I never see anything worse than that......rather I pray I never see any of it again. That poem was very harsh, but so is war isn't it?
curt <boomercw@aol.com>
st. louis, mo USA - Thursday, March 19, 1998 at 22:38:35 (CST)

I read Catch 22 a few years ago, and I thought, surely this must have been a Vietnam Vet who wrote this. No, that man had been in WWII. He wrote that book even before the Korean War came around. War just doesn't change. It is about time we started talking about it. I have no personal experience of war, but from what you and others like you share with me, perhaps I can begin to understand. Perhaps, if I can understand then I can change. So can others. In two months I will be performing in "A Piece of my Heart" by Shirley Laurao. I hope that I and the other young ladies in the show do you all justice.
Dawn <d.youngs@mailexcite.com>
Cleveland, OH USA - Monday, March 16, 1998 at 10:04:21 (CST)

Dusty, I visited your site several months ago while I was working on my Vietnam Memorial web pages. Your name stayed with me. Recently, I bought a book called Shrapnel in The Heart by Laura Palmer, and discovered your story there also. I returned to your pages tonite to read some more of your writings. Reading your story of PTSD helps me to help a very special friend who is constantly dealing with PTSD. Like you, I was a nurse. I now have fibromyalgia, and thus have become what I wanted to be...a writer. I did not go to Vietnam, yet I sometimes feel as though I did by the stories I read, plus the losses of friends to that war. I live in Canada now, but grew up in California during the war. What you have given me in your poetry and writings is a true gift. Thank you. Peace & Serenity, Jausten
Jausten <jausten@geocities.com>
Surrey, BC Canada - Saturday, March 14, 1998 at 22:06:33 (CST)

Hey Dusty, I am a high school student doing a research paper on Nurses in Vietnam (The Angels of Vietnam), and I am truley touched by what all you nurses did for these dying men. I am totally amazed at the experiences you all had to face.
Rachel <Chel Chic>
Green Bay, WI USA - Saturday, March 14, 1998 at 15:31:32 (CST)

Very good poem.
Reuben Roach <debrag@ascent.net>
NY USA - Thursday, March 12, 1998 at 19:32:24 (CST)

i love your poem is was so sad yet so beautiful. I hope you put many more on the net.
Carrie
vickery, oh USA - Thursday, March 12, 1998 at 07:02:54 (CST)

i loved reading your entries and i hope every thing works out for you your poem was very touching ,keep up the good work!!
danielle
sandusky, oh USA - Thursday, March 12, 1998 at 07:02:52 (CST)

dusty i read some of your poetry and it was really good. i wanted to thank you for your accomplishments as a writer and to wish you luck in your future writing years. i really don't like the style of poetry you write but i do love reading others interpretations of events. war is never good and i think that you brought that point across through your literature. i hope that some day i can write poetry like you do for i am also and aspiring poet.
Jenny <JEZEBEL@aol.com>
milwaukee, wi USA - Tuesday, March 10, 1998 at 18:43:40 (CST)

Dusty, Welcome Home! I served three tours in NAM 66-67 with 101st ABN DIV, TET 68 with 82nd ABN DIV and 70-71 with SEAL Team One, USN. I feel that you speak for a 1,000 "night nurses" in your poem "Hello,David". Thank you for sharing it. I have in the past taught a course at a couple of colleges entitled THE PSYCHOLOGICAL EFFECTS OF THE VIET NAM WAR and am currently speaking to a local college to teach it again. I would like to use some/all of your poetry in class and would appreciate it if you coul E-Mail me to discuss the details. Thomas
Thomas <enack@grcompany.com>
Rocklin, CA USA - Saturday, March 07, 1998 at 21:27:43 (CST)

HELLO, IM DAVID Dusty what a great poam you wrote about me i loved it . Their was a nurse at the 91,st EVAC , Vet-Nam in 69-70 By the name of Sandy Hamper, She did everything your pome read, she held my hand, touched my face, wrote my letter's,. You see i got hit by a land mine and could do nothing for my self, She-the nures let her tears cry for me,her soul died for me, and yes she was the last person i wanted to see. Well she dero, and a special Doctor took over well he got me up and going agin. So your poem has alot of truth to it, for i to suffer from PTSD,100%, and Iam sure she does too. So thank you for HELLO-DAVID MAY GOD BLESS AND TAKE CARE.. DAVID,BRANHAM
David W Branham <branham@pioneer-net.com>
Myrtle Creek, OR USA - Saturday, March 07, 1998 at 19:11:11 (CST)

Hi...I was really looking for some info concerning women who served during the Vietnam War and this help me....thanks a lot.
Natalie Natividad
Pittsburg, CA` USA - Friday, March 06, 1998 at 15:38:55 (CST)

Doing research for the play "Strange Snow" by Stephen Metcalfe (made into the movie "Jackknife" starring Robert DeNiro) for a production at Dad's Garage Theatre Company in Atlanta, GA. Thanks for your beatiful poetry. Every account I read about Vietnam brings a personal face to the event. My actors, director and I appreciate it!
Sarah Raskin <seraskin@mindspring.com>
Atlanta, GA USA - Wednesday, March 04, 1998 at 19:49:17 (CST)

I think your poems are great!!
michelle yingling
columbia, mo USA - Monday, March 02, 1998 at 09:35:21 (CST)

I admire the women who served in Vietnam in any capacity. I am a college student right now and I am taking a class about Vietnam, which interests me, and I find there is nothing pertaining to the women who were there. I want to do so on my own. Dusty's poetry touched me and allowed me to relate to women who are now old enough to be my mother. Many mothers served there and I don't think they get the credit for their service. However, since I live in D.C. I have had the opportunity to see the touching Vietnam women's memorial and it does justice to the brave women who were there.
Kate Collins <kc4721a@american.edu>
Washington, DC USA - Sunday, March 01, 1998 at 22:46:18 (CST)

Dusty, I just want to tell you how much your poetry has meant. When I came in country in July 1968 as a chaplain, I had a choice between an infantry unit and a hospital. I chose infantry. At the time, I thought that was the gutsy choice to make. Now, I think, perhaps the hospital would have been the really gutsy choice to make. Jack Day
Jack Day <TDHM26A@Prodigy.com>
Columbia, MMD USA - Saturday, February 28, 1998 at 20:19:01 (CST)

dusty, i received a copy of your poem from one of my vietnam buddys.a.c.miller sent me a book with numerous poems and this one was yours. i want to thank you and all of the nurses who served with us.being wounded on several occasions, i know just how much you mean to us . again, thank you and welcome home. joe
joe mattie
san diego, ca USA - Thursday, February 26, 1998 at 18:36:53 (CST)

You have been a inspiration to all nurses who served in country. After reading your story on PTSD I am trying to work myself into filing for myself.Long overdue !! Keep up the good work.
judy jacobs <jjudy@hsonline.net>
greensburg, in USA - Sunday, February 22, 1998 at 14:19:53 (CST)

I served in RVN 70/71 with 67 Medical Group. You are an inspiration to all who served their country. I am curious as to which hospitals you served at.
John Porter <jporter@texoma.net>
USA - Thursday, February 19, 1998 at 23:49:07 (CST)

Reading your poems was like taking a trip into the darkest part of my memories. I was in Vietnam from 1971-1972 with the U.S. Army. I was assigned to work in Graves Registration in Cam Ranh Bay. For the time I was there I lived at the collection point 24/7. We were away from main base so it wouldn't be so demoralizing to other troops. I had limited contact with the living. Most of my friends were the remains I had to process. Cleaning and Preparing them for there return home. As i went through ther personal articles they became friends of mine I got to know them personaly. I would talk to them and would sometimes wonder if they could hear me. I know I have gone off the deep end I would say to myself, but this is all I have to hold on to. I am 100% Service Connected for PTSD. I sometimes feel like I left the best part of who I was over there. So many years have gone by but its like always there lingering and burning deep in my heart and soul, and so very intrusive in my mind. Welcome Home Sister I also feel the pain.
Richard R. Lavallee <rlavall1@tampabay.rr.com>
Tampa, FL USA - Thursday, February 19, 1998 at 06:54:55 (CST)

Thanks Rusty I,am so proud of you and the other Angel from Heaven that Emotonally was Traumatize like myself , to the point of no return and has to suffer with 100% cronic PTSD FORVER Bless You All DOC.O 68 TET.11 INF.AMERICAL.DIV.
jerry O Anderson <osbyanderson@webtv.com>
Stone Mtn., GA USA - Wednesday, February 18, 1998 at 20:31:08 (CST)

I was a Marine during the Gulf war and your poem for mothers day kinda hit home. My worst memories of that place aren't of the war itself, we're were expecting that, but of coming back to the world and getting a welcome home celibration that you and the veterans of Korea and Vietnam should have had instead. Thank you for what you did back then and you vets made me what I am today. You may be Army, but Semper Fi! :)
Scott A. Bartz <sbartz@rrnet.com>
Valley City, ND USA - Tuesday, February 17, 1998 at 03:23:57 (CST)

Thank you from one who feels he will never make it to "THE WALL"
Larry Murray <lacal@gis.net>
Lynn, Ma USA - Wednesday, February 11, 1998 at 19:22:13 (CST)

I am the educator at the Naval Undersea Museum. We are planning a women's history project to honor women who served in time of war and conflict. May we read some of your poetry during the ceremony? Thank you. Is there a more complete bio of you somewhere?
joyce jensen <jjensen@kpt.nuwc.navy.mil>
keyport, wa USA - Thursday, February 05, 1998 at 17:27:18 (CST)

Dusty, I contacted you about a week ago looking for info on Marilyn McMahon. I received your response e-mail (thank you). In it you said that it might take a while, but you might be able to help me find out where she was born. My speech coach told me that I will not absolutely have to have documentation until March 20. I hope it is no inconvenience, but please help if you can. I hope that will be enough time. Thank you sooo much! Kitt =)
Kitt Jennings <hhslib@wtrt.net>
Hereford, TX USA - Monday, February 02, 1998 at 12:35:56 (CST)

Beautiful poem, Dusty! You are a great lady!
Ralph Pearcy <pearcy@vais.net>
Arlington, VA USA - Sunday, February 01, 1998 at 21:41:29 (CST)

PTSD I understand all to well, I had done EMS (before the days It was called so. Then I went to Nam, I returned to EMS and became an RN and Now have worked in a major Medical Center in the Emergency Department now for 23 years. Being a Nam vet and all of my life's experiences I empathize with you fully. If it is any help.
Craig Weise <WeiseCA@Prodigy.Net>
Fairport, NY USA - Sunday, February 01, 1998 at 21:17:53 (CST)

Dusty THANKS! Was with you in the early days. Love the cat's Jim A 1/5 MECH Cu Chi Circa 65/66.
Jim Quigley <yelper1@bellsouth.net>
Jacksonville, FL USA - Saturday, January 31, 1998 at 22:16:47 (CST)

Dusty, this is an emergency! I am a forensics student in desperate need of info on a certain poet very quickly! The woman's name is Marilyn McMahon and some of her poetry appeared in the book "Visions of War, Dreams of Peace." I have a speech tournament in less than 2 weeks, and I need solid proof that Mrs. McMahon was born in the Americas. I have tried everything! Please help me if you can. My name is Kitt & I'm at hhslib@wtrt.net. Thanks!
Kitt Jennings <hhslib@wtrt.net>
Hereford, TX USA - Wednesday, January 28, 1998 at 12:45:12 (CST)

My Mother and Father were both in Nam and I have heard many of their stories of fear, hardship, sisterhood, brotherhood. You all have served our country well and have inevitably payed the price for that service. I am now in the military myself. If I ever have to go to war like Nam I know I would have all veteran's support and understanding. Thank You, for our Freedom.
Sarah <paevase@intelsvr.hqpacaf.af.mil>
Honolulu, HI USA - Thursday, January 22, 1998 at 20:16:47 (CST)

I just read your poem and was quite touched. you certainly expressed the grief felt by the nurse. now let me try to express to you a thought, one big fear for grunts out in the field was to die in the middle of the boonies. for even the presence of soft american femininity was truley a blessing. thank you and every one of you beautiful ladies for being there. God bless you every one.
herman l. purnell <n3yme@juno.com>
salisbury, md USA - Thursday, January 22, 1998 at 01:02:01 (CST)

Miss Dusty I too write poetry, and was in RVN in 66-67. I neaver got hurt , so I didnt run into run into you wonderful people professionally. but I just want to say that ,
herman l. Purnell iii <n3yme @juno.com>
Salyou yyyisbury, Md USA - Thursday, January 22, 1998 at 00:50:05 (CST)

Dusty, Just want you to know, I first read in "Vision of War, Dreams of Peace" you touch me then and you still touch me now with your poems. I can't image being only 18-19 going through something that you and your other nurses went through. My only hope that people have learned from your experiences and think the next time they send anyone off to war..
Beth <cookie1194@aol.com>
Grand Rapids, MI USA - Wednesday, January 21, 1998 at 22:15:02 (CST)

I would like to thank you for submitting this entry.It really gave me a lot of insigt on the feeling of the war, I am truly interested in more of you're work. Keep writing!
Julia
Los Angeles , CA USA - Wednesday, January 21, 1998 at 21:56:54 (CST)

I am too young to remember anything about the Vietnam War, but your words help me understand and learn about what war does to each individual. Thank you for sharing your emotions and fears so vividly...
erica
USA - Wednesday, January 21, 1998 at 20:43:39 (CST)

Dusty- loved the poem, it says it all. I wish everyone had the understanding of PTSD. After 2 yrs w/1st cav div in RVN, I served another 6 yrs and got out in 1974. Was not treated for PTSD until 11/80, still there and comes out when i least expect it. Hang in there sweetheart and know you are do as good a job on this website as you did to help my brothers in the Nam - I'll visit you later. God bless. PTSD10....
PTSD10 <bpith44@ismi.net>
Pinckney, mi USA - Monday, January 19, 1998 at 20:01:56 (CST)

Your David poem is almost like bieng there,like a movie
or something I feel like I'm there.heres one of mine.
"BEEN IN THE HOLE TO LONG"
Been in the hole to long
no night or day
been in the hole to long
it won't go away
been in the hole to long
no one for me
been in the hole to long
just leave me be
been in the hole to long
it won't go away
been in the hole to long
it's to late to change
been in the hole to long
I like it better this way
been in the hole to long
no vistors day
Written by Travis Ray Cole
Copyright : 1997

Travis Ray Cole <ratacidtravis@writeme.com>
CHICAGO, IL. USA - Monday, January 19, 1998 at 07:49:00 (CST)

testing your guestbook ref the webmaster's list.
Mike Jennings <jennings@hq.hqusareur.army.mil>
Heidelberg, Germany - Monday, January 19, 1998 at 04:23:07 (CST)

Dear Dusty, I first heard your poem at the dedication of the Vietnam Veterans Women's Memorial a few years back. I never saw so many real hero's that day as I did when the nurses showed up for that dedication. Thanks to you and all those wonderful nurses who got us home. Keep up the good work your poems tell the real story of Vietnam. God Bless. Jim
Jim Kuschel <jkusc54943@aol.com>
Grove City, OH USA - Monday, January 19, 1998 at 00:04:22 (CST)

Dear Dusty, Your poem is just what I needed to complete my project for school. I was assinged a character that is involved in the Medevac. I couldn't find a thing until I came upon your site. Thank you. Amey
Amey <reachme.home@lycosemail.com>
USA - Saturday, January 17, 1998 at 19:28:27 (CST)

Dusty; I see a Nancy Hildreth (MSW) at the Vet Center In Wichita, Ks. for PTSD, I wrote a poem in 1967 when I got out, I gave the poem to her to read and she imediatly, gave me your poem about not telling his family he was wasted . I had the hair stand up on the back of my neck. Just now when I read your poem again, I almost cried when I came to the part when you asked who would be there for you. War is inhumane. I would like to send you a copy of my poem. If it ok e-mail and I will send. God Loves You I know it. Willie.
William C. Spear <WCS0363@aol.com or WCS20363@prodgie.net>
Wichita, Ks USA - Friday, January 16, 1998 at 22:36:59 (CST)

Thanks to the nurses who served in Vietnam, I have a live husband.
June Ball <rattler2@airmail.net>
TX USA - Friday, January 16, 1998 at 12:16:33 (CST)

DUSTY; THANKS FOR THE GREAT CARE THAT YOU GAVE MY BROTHERS. I HAD A NURSE AT THE 93RD. EVAC THAT TOOK THAT GOOD OF CARE OF ME. GOD BLESS YOY AND ALL LIKE YOU. VIET NAM 69/70 11TH. PATHFINDERS COMBAT TEAM 1, 1 ST CAV. DIV.
DAVID BATES <OLETROOP@AOL.COM>
FAYETTEVILLE, NC USA - Thursday, January 15, 1998 at 11:22:01 (CST)

My God, now it's got sound! This site just keeps getting better! Thanks for the good work, Marilyn. Dusty, Barb Whitmarsh would love a submission for "Incoming!" toot sweet, silver plate! Mercy buckets! Too jours la more! A revoor! Trung Uy Mai. Quang Nam '67-68
Mike McDonell <MMcdon5808@aol.com>
Falls Church, VA USA - Sunday, January 04, 1998 at 21:15:20 (CST)

Yes.
Don Donner, VVAW
Fayetteville, Ark USA - Sunday, January 04, 1998 at 20:42:06 (CST)

OR TECH WITH 22ND SURG AND 85TH EVAC...I STILL HAVE MEMORIES....THANKS DUSTY I KNOW WHAT WE ALL FELT....ANYONE FROM 22ND SURG OR 85TH EVAC 68-69 PLEASE E-MAIL ....
marty plennert <kokopelligolf@elknet.net>
fontana, wi USA - Sunday, January 04, 1998 at 14:13:22 (CST)

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